LOVE

Love is irrelevant. I’ve realized this. At least this is how you view it . I am irrelevant in your eyes. I’m here when you need me. Invisible when you don’t. You silence me with ease. You only touch me when you want me and turn your back when you don’t. I am stagnant. Waiting for the next touch. The next conversation. The next love. I want you till death. Need you till death. But you fear death and I invite it because I can feel your absence . The permanence of it I will not withstand .
I show you everything and you only show emotions if its at the hand of your guilty conscious. You are so cold but so warm. Water but fire flowing through my veins. Pulsating constantly reminding me of how much I need you. How much it hurst to need you but I love it so much it consumes me. Your eyes are empty and hollow. Sunken into your mind that you spend so much time in. Constantly looking for something but avoiding everything. You are the most beautiful thing i have ever laid my empty eyes on. The mind of a terrified man . A man that could have everything but wants nothing . A man that’s has nothing but wants everything . Will you ever be at peace . Will you ever stop searching. Searching that sunken place of yours . We are two individuals that have spent 2,102,400 minutes together but still don’t no each other . We no nothing of each other but everything of each other . I want to no you . To understand you. I want you to understand me . But I don’t no how to show you.  Would it even reach you . . I understand your mind has more thoughts and knowledge then most. I understand you hold more fear and love inside of you then most. And that is your struggle . You feel everything too much