I’m living precariously through an influenced mind.
It controls my whole being.
One minute I’m in love with God’s blessings,
But the next, oh the next,
I’m begging him to take me away.
Take me away from from the inevitable darkness that constantly waits for me.
Take me away from my own mind that haunts me.
Take me away from the burn because drinking is the only way I know how to quiet my thoughts.
Take me away from the pain that comes with being a bipolar mess.