Looking back, I deserved a kinder goodbye
Looking back, there were so many incompatibilities
Looking back, I had to change myself to fit for you
Looking back, you didn’t treat me how I wanted
Looking back, I had to bend myself to keep you
Looking back, I did everything I could to keep you but you left anyway
Looking back, I still don’t understand why it hurts
Thinking now, I have a guy who treats me like a princess
Thinking now; I have a guy who listens, understands, and comforts me when I need it
Thinking now, I have a guy who seems more compatible
Thinking now, I have a guy who I don’t feel like I need to change myself
Thinking now, I have a guy who I don’t feel like I have to bend myself to keep him
Thinking now, I have a guy who supports me
Thinking now, I have a guy who supports my dreams
Thinking now, I have a guy who supports me following my dreams
Thinking now, I have a guy who appreciates me
Thinking now, I have a guy who is better than you ever could be
So why do I think about you still?
Why does it still hurt?
Written on 6/28/25