I feel this overwhelming sadness
that's spreading throughout my being.
This poison flowing through my veins
is seeping into my mind and my heart
and it's disintegrating...
* I feel so overwhelmed with things I haven't dealt with because I thought I was over them since it all happened so long ago. Tbh tho I never realized how much they've effected me until now. I've bottled so many things up overtime that now I have no idea how to deal with these things in a healthy way.