Eliana

Nov 2019

Stained Glass

Facts.

Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time.

(more internet drafts)

Oct 2019

Stained Glass

Abuse.

And as he hit me again and again
Bruises began to grow in my lungs
But, I never had the thought of escaping or defending myself
Instead, I thought that maybe I deserve it.
I deserved to abused.

Oct 2019

Stained Glass

Giver

She was a giver.
Always poured, too much love.

                              Never realized
                                     watering a rock
                                              doesn't make it soft.

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Eliana Oct 2019

Untitled

I try to do the best I can,
Yet it never seems to be enough...

Eliana Oct 2019

I'm sorry.

Although I don't wanna hurt you
I don't think I mind it...

I'm selfishly in love with my own
satisfaction and validation that I
don't give a second thought about yours...

Even though I know you'd be better
off without me, I don't wanna leave...
and I'm not going to.

Eliana Oct 2019

Untitled

I don't how I feel anymore.
I think I've just become so infatuated
with the thought of you that I've mistaken
it for love...

Oct 2019

Stained Glass

Maybe if I fall in love with my depression, it will leave me too.

#randomness found on the internet