my life is measured in numbers.
52002 days ive lived, ive breathed.
498 days since ive seen my mother.
175 days to find my change.
176 days till the first day of highschool.
my life is measured in numbers, and this is what keeps me sane.
seeing progress.

I've never known how to apologize
not even to myself- much less to God.

when words are not enough, i dont know what is...