Here I am,
Here you are,
Both of us are here
In survival mode  
You hate me as much as I hate you
Yet I love you as much as you love me
You need me to exist for your existence
But do I need your existence for my survival
I have always known you were here all along
But what I did not know was I needed you as bad,
You made me feel the feelings I never had thought of
You hurt me more than anyone has hurt me
Yet you made me a better person
Maybe I needed more than I knew,
You break me yet you made me realize what life is
I desire to survive without you
Yet I stop mid way
Can I exist without you?
I think to myself I am a better person
Even without you,
But that has always been the question.
You hid yourself for so long and showed up one day
You made me think I was crazy
You made me feel hopeless
You made me all these scars
Yet I still survived.
You will never stop until I get rid of your existence
You will be part of my children and even my grandchildren
Will I be strong enough to stop you once and for all
Will there be ever a cure?

Dear friend,
Dear friend, remember the nights
Remember the nights filled with hours of conversation
Conversation of life
Our life, how similar yet we grew up apart
Remember those talks
Those talks are still in my mind
In my mind, where everything is cluttered
Dear friend,
Im still the same person from those nights
Still same person as before
Only whose life is falling apart
Apart away from those ambitions i had
Apart away from those dreams we imagined,
Dear friend,
** pe you are still writing those lovely poems you used to write,
You can diss me in your rhymes, if i ditched you ever
Or you can love me in your poems if you did, ever
However you wanna write, write once about me dear friend