I had this fight in my head,
Two voices screaming,
I always liked Good,
But listened to Bad.

Good always screamed,
That I was stronger than the drug,
But when the time came,
I squeezed her like a bug.

Bad always wishpered,
Right in to my mind,
That this one time didn't matter,
And I followed him blind.

Years later Sadness came by once,
And made me feel like sh×t,
She told me in that seconde,
That I was better than this.

Right on that moment,
The "light" I had seen,
I throw out all the drugs,
And now I'm 4 months clean.

It's strange
Sad
Tough
To let go

It's diffucult
Complicated
Hard
To forgive

It hurts
Stings
Scars
To forget

He is my rock,
My anker,
The shoulder to cry on.

He is my light,
My darkness,
The bright leading star.

He is my home,
My heart,
The safe haven.

I'm scared of what was,
I'm scared of what has bin,
It feels like a nightmare,
I'm captured in.

I'm scared of what will come,
I'm scared of what will be,
What will happen in the future,
Would I still be me?

But some day I won't be scared,
I will be grown and smart,
Lived life and learned lessons,
On how to trust my heart.

Waves are rolling,
Crashing,
Waves are splashing,
Smashing,
In my head.

Winter is coming
Fast and strong
Bring the snow
Leave the darkness
Bring the love
Leave the cold

Winter is going
Let the cold pass by
Let the snow melt
Let the dark go bright
But please
Let the love stay.

I don't know how,
I don't know why,
But when I'm with you,
I don't feel shy.

When I'm with you,
I don't care,
About my make-up,
About my hair.

You make me feel,
Beautiful, great, strong,
When I'm with you,
There's nothing that can go wrong.

You're my babe, my men,
My little white dove,
And now I know,
This is love. ♥