In the midst of doubt and agony
I hold you still, in my heart dear
We can't promise that our hearts wouldn't waver
And our feelings that maybe fading in a blur
If ever we meet and would still feel the same
Then it must be faith
But if it's the other way around?
Finding happiness, that's where we're bound

Understanding you is my hobby
Though my heart is telling me its already heavy
How can I stop my feelings towards you
If my heart beats fast only just for you
My heart is tired and can't help but cry
But even though your always like that I dared to try
I loved you even if your **** and insensitive
To the point that everybody see's a girl that's so naive

Please don't get me wrong
I don't wanna hurt you more
By keeping you for so long
Continuously maiming your core

I want to let you know
That I have to let you go
I've been laying low
Without me, you'll be used to

I didn't really believe
Till it happened to me
That feelings fade
And people change

I hope we'll both heal
These hearts that's now frail
I think I can't open my heart anymore
Let's learn to love ourselves more

I was really happy before
Until my hearts song got out of rhyme
And I know we had the right love
In the wrong time

I don't regret that I've met you
Experienced many of my first's with you
Learned many things with you
And felt genuine love because of you

Thank you for everything
I'm so sorry that we're hurting
I wish you meet someone deserving
Get to meet your happy ending

How did we end up this way
I'm out of words to say
Now, I'm not so sure
Rest assured, my feelings was pure
Surprised, us managing to endure
Hurting, I'm looking for our cure

I want you near
I need you here
I'm drowned in fear
Answers please, but where?

Torned to pieces
This screaming heart pleads
Shattered wishes
Broken memories

Thinking of you at night
Makes my heart and mind fight
The darkness of my quiet room
Makes my feelings so gloom

Eyes that's very heavy
Makes my sight so blurry
These feelings inside me
Makes my body so weary

Confused and lonely heart of mine
Can I still see the light shine?
Because my feelings are so blind
My heart and yours are bind

Counting the stars every night
Hoping that everything will be alright
Praying someday, wounds will heal
In God's time and God's will

Hush my Love,
Hear my heart's throb
Feel my body's warmth
I'll cry in your stead
Feel the comfort that I give
My sincerity you shall receive
It's my farewell indeed
For this precious jewel

Mischievous girl indeed
Nobody noticed what she did
Crossed fingers,
Lies told, straight to your eyes
Not only once but more than twice
She hides through her goodbye's

I know you're hurting
I know you're sad
I'm ready to listen
Come closer and lean
You're all I have
Please tell me, love
I can't sleep
I'm thinking so deep
How can I be helpful
Of a beautiful lovin' soul

I closed my eyes
So I could see
What my naked eye
Can't see

Blazin' with rage
Busted my gauge
Torned memory page
Tormented you in a cage

Seize this fire
I'll make you my sire
My dream will come true
I'll give you a clue

I can be your lover
But I'm a torturer
Beware my defier
I'm your greatest nightmare

I'm lost in madness thinkin'
The devil inside me brewin'
Waitin', for you to be seen
Darker than it has ever been

I was once drowned in pain
Suffered more than I could bear
Scars and poisons in my vein
Afraid It might turn fresh again
Can I still continue this?
Can I still fight for this?
Seems like it's about to repeat
I'm down and curled up in defeat

I secretly know how you feel
You thought what I feel for you ain't real
Thinking, I'm just takin' you for granted
But know this, you're all I ever wanted
I can't blame you if you have doubts
Your name is what my heart shouts
I don't know how to make you feel secure
And make you feel this love's pure

I feel so naive and immature
But you're the only thing that I'm sure
Indecisive decisions that I make
Considering lots of options for our sake

I feel so useless around you
You're so out of my league boo
Don't worry, I'm trying my best baby
To conquer all these anxiety

Step by step we'll reach our goals
Hand by hand with loving souls
I'm trying my everything to think less
Praying every night for our happiness

Every time I cared
I'm gettin' more scared
Realized everything I fear
Is true and that is clear

How can I trust others?
If my roots were the reason behind these tears?
Slowly soaking up this painful reality
Bearing this shameful insincerity

There are a few that I truly trust
That even though I feel a little lost
I know they're always there by my side
And their always there to guide

Now I'm still learning to forgive
I still have a lot to achieve
I have so many goals in mind
Waiting for me to be bind

Always left behind
Always seems so blind
In my eyes you're one of a  kind
And someone like you is so hard to find

You move in a mysterious way
I'm always out of words to say
I honestly don't know how to pay
Love and attention you give everyday