Every time I cared
I'm gettin' more scared
Realized everything I fear
Is true and that is clear

How can I trust others?
If my roots were the reason behind these tears?
Slowly soaking up this painful reality
Bearing this shameful insincerity

There are a few that I truly trust
That even though I feel a little lost
I know they're always there by my side
And their always there to guide

Now I'm still learning to forgive
I still have a lot to achieve
I have so many goals in mind
Waiting for me to be bind

Always left behind
Always seems so blind
In my eyes you're one of a  kind
And someone like you is so hard to find

You move in a mysterious way
I'm always out of words to say
I honestly don't know how to pay
Love and attention you give everyday

Blazin' with rage
Busted my gauge
Torned memory page
Tormented you in a cage

Seize this fire
I'll make you my sire
My dream will come true
I'll give you a clue

I can be your lover
But I'm a torturer
Beware my defier
I'm your greatest nightmare

Caught up in the moment with your gaze
And all I can see is your charming face
Reborn in a different place
You're the one thing I'll forever chase

In my heart I'll keep you close
Despite every bit of your precious flaws
You'll always be the one I'll choose
I'm the electricity and you'll be my fuse

You're mysterious in a good intriguing way
I want to know you but I don't know what to say
So down in my bed I lay
As my thoughts tell me everything's okay

Someday somehow, maybe we'll be together
And the moments we share I'll always remember
Though waiting for 'us' seems like forever
The future with you and me,  I'll be the infinite believer

I thought I saw you today
"It's not you, please.", I pray
Relief, run through my veins
As if, I'm free from hideous chains

You're all over the place
I hide, you chase
I'm still afraid
These memories won't fade

Scared to see you again
Afraid my efforts would all go in vain
You're a beautiful nightmare indeed
You taunt me awake in bed

I really didn't mean to stop
Just started again from the top
Had my treasured mem'ries to keep
And my feelings still diggin' so deep