High on life
Free falling from the sky
Letting the unkown take me
Going with the flow
To see what discomfort can do
Changing our direction one step at a time
So don’t worry be happy

Taking that leap into the unknown
With no path ahead of you
Having the fear of being lost
Searching for yourself
While picking up the pieces of the past
A path will become visible
While still feeling lost but with hope
The discomfort we need
With taking that leap

Those baby blue eyes
Draw me in every time
Paralyzing me to no return
Dropping me to my knees
With the beaute you bring
I can’t restrain you
You have all of me
I’m lost in those baby blues

Your my shining light
Don’t stop shining
Light up my darkness
But carefully watch out
As it can consume all of you
As it already consumes all of me  
Leaving me in his darkness alone
This forever darkness
That I case on myself
Struggling to find a spark of light
Don’t leave me now
Keep on shining your light
You are my spark
Help me out of this black pit
Your glow brings me life

I lock myself up
Through away the keys
Trap the creativity inside
Force the inner child to grow up
Only to feel a empty void
A lost connection with myself
Needed to be creative
That releases that inner kid
The spark of life I finally need
For the first time ever
I feel whole with myself
Don't loss that inner child

What is lost can be found
Once blind to them self’s
Dark path of what’s around
Of what they are living in
No one can help them
Only to guide them
Helping them to see once again
With a bigger image in sight
Lighting up a road
Only they can see

Is this an thought right now
The processing of ideas
Running in my mind
Controlling my actions
Speaking for me
Are my thoughts really mine
Or it is my subconscious

Empty shell of a soul
Lost walking blindly
Where does she go from here
Who will be there with her
Guiding her through the shadows
Lighting the unknown path
For her blind eyes
Will you be her light

I’m not giving up
The mind wants to
But someone else doesn’t
There is a strong passion
Within you to keep fighting
Because why quit now
The best is yet to come

Yellow daisy on your ear
Brings out your eyes
Those hazel greens
And that smile
I will never forget that smile
Brighting up a dark room
Giving hope in everyone
Including a shy guy
Who is shooting for the moon
Trying to catch his lucky star

I’m too shy of a guy
Maybe too nice of a guy
Everyone enjoys my company
But not enough to stay
Which creates a slow depression
A lonely storm above
Leaving me in this drought
Giving this doubt
Causing a domino effect
My mind can’t rest
I might be a mess
Or like everyone else
Trying to figure them self’s out

I'm a sucker for you
Melting my cold heart
Filling my emptiness up
Words cant describe
How I feel towards you
Without you
I'm alone again
I fell hard for you
I'll will always be yours
To death do us apart

I Wish upon a star
In the clear black skies
She shines so bright from the rest
Out of millions of stars
She stands out on her own
So rare and beautiful
Doing her thing
Shining bright and happy
Bring a smile to the rest
Who really see her brightest
She’s a one of a kind star

Pain I feel when you are away
is the pain I feel when you are here
loving you for the pain
hating you from the pain
the ups and downs
torn my life in a way
I cant say but it shows
the heartache that came
goes away with the pain
till the wounds are healed
I’ll move on from the pain
Than I’ll have love in my heart once again

This body can’t bloom anymore
The perk of the blooming as reach
No one can help but watch
As my body and mind depletes
Starting from the inside out
My mind has given up
It can’t take this pain no more
In time the body will follow
Slowly cutting itself off
To help others blossom
Shining Brighter than this flower

Feeling the water flowing through my toes
The sand forms around each step I take
With the cool breeze of the ocean
I pounder off to the sky
Covered with infinite amount of stars
Wondering what’s the next move
As I take these peaceful steps
My mind is calm for once in my life

I fell apart
you pick me up
I let you go
you hold on tight
I fell for you
you fad away
I cant forget you
you moved on
I will always be part of you
you will always be part of me

Tell myself I need to be still
Within that I’ll be myself
Always bouncing around
Overthinking every scenario
Ticking time bomb of a mind
Every move can be self deconstruction
Living another life from within
So be still my beautiful mind
Life ain’t too bad after all

The whirlpool I’m thrown into
***** me beneath the surface
Which I can’t breathe
Drowning in the rapid water
Spinning out of my control
Dying to find a way out
Struggling to see the surface
It becomes darker and deeper
I’m slowly becoming unreachable
Unnoticeable to everything
Losing the hope I have for myself
Letting the current take my body away
I’m no more but one with the whirlpool

The thorns are sharpe
Cutting your skin with easy
Shooting pain through your veins
Till you reach the top
Of the beautiful rose
Drawing your mind in
Forgetting the pain it just cause  
Because Love is like a rose
Temporary pain for a beautiful outcome

Life is tricky
Words can’t describe how it goes
Ups and downs feel forever
Only to Live in the past
Always imagining the future
No one has the answers
We have to figure them out
For our self’s because
Life is what we make of it

Empty space inside
With this lost soul
Drifting throw life
Confuse and scared
Who am I
Where I’m drifting to
Life is mysterious
But also beautiful
So here I am
Floating into the beautiful unknown

Will you stay with me
Forget the world we live in
Laying next to each other
Losing control in our eyes
I’ll be your anchor
If you be mine safety net

Till I find you
There was no me
Lost without reason
No purpose in sight
Depleted of love
Nothing inside this shell
Unnoticeable to anyone
Till I meet you

I want you out of my mind
The word you whisper to me
Are not real
I’m the one driving
You shall pass
I want you gone
And for good this time
I’m in control
You will not ruin my life anymore

As I free fall
You can’t see me
But I can see all of you
Trying to get your attention
As I fall faster
Trying to speak to you
But you can’t heard
Finally I get close enough
You get to see a all of me
Than it’s too late
I’m gone from your sight
Free falling right past you dear

My mind is a jungle
Crowded with these uncaged animals
Covered in unbloom flowers
Rainstorms happening everywhere
Living in another world within the one I am in
A daily struggle to manage the animals
Leaving myself open
For everything to hurt me
Attacking whenever they want
Only to befriend my jungle of a mind
The madness from within will befriend you
Everyone at peace for once
A quite and peaceful noise

I forgot to thank you
Because not for you
I’ve never had a break down
Blind from my problems
Running from my shadows
Your light shine over my darkness
Till your light stop shining on me
I became the darkness
Only to fight though by myself
To become my own light
Because of you
I am my own light
Thank You

How do we find the one
Do they pop out of nowhere
Is it the special feeling we get
The whirlwind thoughts our mind forms
The Endless pounding of our hearts
Eye contact that doesn’t brake
Or is it that gut feeling
Butterflies flowing inside
Maybe we just truly know
That they’re the one for us

I’m afraid to get hurt
Good question is Who isn’t
To be wide open
Everyone can enter and leave
Leaving you feel used
Destroyed from within
Lonely in a crowd
Invisible to the visible eye
So tell me be to be open
I’ll open my door half way
Only to see if your door is even open

Be still
As I take your hand
Lead you towards me
Losing myself for you
Stargazing into those eyes
Living in the moment for once
My heart beat ramps ups
As the closer you get
So be still my heart
She is apart of us now

Hey flower child
Beautiful and vibrant
Brightening the room
With those lossless smiles
Melting everyone to the floor
You are an amazing sunshine
Blooming into the perfect flower
Stay rooted to yourself
Beautiful flower child

I see you
In pain over there
Confuse on the chooses
Unsatisfied with life
Looking lost within yourself
Wanted to stop by
To say I really see you
For who you really are

As the mind spins
The thought of you
Drifts away
Wanting you there
But forgetting your face
This tornado of a mind
Destroys the hope
Before you becomes anything
Leaving me drain
Only to want more

Feel like Ive became a monster
Not knowingly what I’ve done
Unconscious of what I’m about to do
This cage has been broken
Madness is unfolding at random
What has consume me
This is not the same person
Just an ugly figure
Destroying and harming everyone around
Specially the person the monster has consume
To do the destruction for him

Thinking I’m still alive
Misunderstood this life
Dreaming most of it away
Waking up to the madness
To drift away time and time again
Can’t imagine who I’ve become
Which path I’ve made blindly
What life’s I’ve effected
Lost in my own mind
Or lost in someone else’s life

Tell me you see me
But you can’t see who I am
The empty shell boy
That no one thinks about
The guy who isn’t enough
Even for himself to deal with
Why is life spinning out of control
I’m reaching to the sky
To The sky I’m falling away
Hoping for a safe landing behind
Guess I’ll find out one day

Promise me you’ll be fine
To go on without me
Letting me go into the clouds
To unknowing what I’m doing
Promise me you have this
To move on from these memories
Dropping me from your mind
I can’t be there for you anymore
So I’m promising you everything is fine

Staring at you
Freezing every moment in time
Only to look back at them
Creating something new
Doesn’t matter how close or far you are
Only matters is the light you shine on me
Your beautiful in and out
Breathe taking what you can do
Capturing the image for a life time
You will never get old to me

Why do I listen to you
Please go away
You will never shut up
Always stuck in my head
Crawling through my emotions
Throwing me down an endless pit
I can’t get you out of me
Will you ever leave me alone

I don’t know who I am
To become who I am not
Trying to be someone else
Only to be view as someone
My mind doesn’t know
Confusing to the fog
As it turns off the lights
Leaving me in the darkness
Sitting alone and lost

The closer I get
Farther away you get
I feel empty
As you feel whole
Lost little old me
Blossom young you
Will we ever connect
Filling my imagination
For once in my life

As I’m falling
Who will catch me
Do I have to catch myself
Will someone else be there
Or to never get catch at all
Endlessly falling
Hoping for a safe landing

On the surface
I’m too nice of a guy
Having a smile that lights up a room
Only to fool the others
That there’s something darker inside
While losing the grip of myself
I’m not who I’m fighting off
Struggling with this darkness
As it grows larger inside me
I’ve become fake of this image of me
Losing this identity of my self
With what I been fighting from within