As my eyes opened, anger was known
An emotion I thought was my own
I denied it and have it thrown
And as years passed by it became unknown

As I closed my eyes, Daises appeared
For the flowers I love are all out dried
I see colors but it wasn't red
This time carnation flowers appeared

Flashing right before my eyes brightly
The color of yellow I thought was lovely
But it was disdain that I felt purely
For all I know sorrow had filled me fully

And little by little I have known
I became the madness of my own
Fully surrendered and became my throne
The once I was scared of is now my own

-Dizzydei