Drugs took religion to a whole new perspective
Another self inflected injury?
******* I’m rejected, naïve and infected
This virus makes me disgusting
Every time I sit on that toilet, everything just falls apart

We can’t see our flaws
We pretend it is not our fault
And then take no blame

There is a fork in the road, and it’s so ******* big
Even if you did decide, you’ll be leading yourself to death
So wait and keep waiting for nothing
But as the price of speaking got higher, I became another liar
Cause somehow, somewhere, someone, passed judgment
And sentenced us all to die
And it’s all ****** up, when the best of your time fly’s by

It’s a competition to brake all the Ten Commandments
People buying toys they can’t even afford
I want to melt into the weather
I have to hide all the fun, all the fun from everyone
And you do it, then you do it again
You keep on going and going
You are going to fake it, when you make it
It’s going be so ******* great

There is virus outside so we all got to hide.
Believe it or not but its do or die.
This is just peroration for the next one, the big one.
100 thousand dead and we just begun.
The invisible enemy, that we can’t out run.
Segregated and separated, now we are really alone.
Everyone is up to date, make sure you got your phone.
My final resting place, looks like it will be my home.

So you want to take everything that I lent you
You want me to still be your friend?!
I’m just trying to be me and it’s not easy
When you have other people making choices for you
Choices for you...
When all you can say is that you want to keep this friendship going
And I’m knowing, you’re not showing your face around here for free
So go ahead and take everything that I lent you
I’m not going to be your friend anymore
Because you’re not free, like me, for free
It’s not easy when you have other people making choices for you Making choices for you

Love hates me...
And his violence...
Sets me free!
Free life, free life.....
Temporary fix that I can’t hide
Environmental twist got me hung to dry
Free life, free life....
Once you’re a slave, you’ll always be a slave, to the way that makes you feel good
Temporary fix can get you high but only for a little while

She told me to be strong and now she’s gone…
What went wrong?
This illness got my mother, this illness that I can’t fight        
You say it’s fair and we still die anyway
You say it's fate but it’s not right
My search for inspiration ended today
Because I’m so sad, forget it, never mind
I loved her... why?
It pulls me in and I can’t breathe
I'm stuck in this moment of grief
I just want to hide or better yet die
Is this an illusion or just lie?
My feelings got the best of me
My feeling, I can't see

I’m like a candle lite in a dark hallway
Like a single cloud in a bright sunny day
I’m like the last couple of minutes waiting for a score
I’m like person standing in the rain with no umbrella
I’m like that one more byte even if you are full
I’m like not sleepy even thou everyone is in bed

The chill that inspirers me is also killing me
If its inspiration why can’t I see?
No hesitation how can this be?
As I pick up myself from this hole that I am in
It’s amazing it survived, it’s amazing it’s alive
It’s determination to have fun and enjoy ourselves
Again and again and again and again
It’s the biggest loser the one that never tried
In a world full of hope with so much to despise
It’s amazing, it survived, it’s amazing it’s alive
So what to do?
When human nature comes alive Inside of you, inside of me, inside of everything, we could see

I see you sweetie
Not for who you used to be
But for who you are

So early this time
Just trying to make more cash
Even if it don’t last

I’m so lonely, no one touches me
I have no one to hug
No one to kiss
No one to tell I love you
Sometimes I wish I would just die
Sometimes like today
Somebody please **** me

You can never get enough marijuana
It’s always gonna make you wanna
Smoke it again
Try it my friend
You’ll be an addict
Forever...

My friend, my friend
What are you looking for behind that mirror?
Is it something that you once had before?
Will you ever be yourself again?
My friend, my friend?
Don’t pretend that you’re my friend
When I have to defend myself from you
I know it isn’t true!
My friend, my friend...
What are you looking for behind that mirror?
Is it something you once had before?
Will you ever be yourself again?
My friend my friend

O wow, yeah somehow
I flipped this and it wasn’t on my last dollar or a wish
Moving so fast my iPhone thinks I’m driving
Out in the open, I’m not hiding
Heart racing like I’m free falling
In other words no stalling
No brakes no speed bumps or fakes
Going straight for the net
Bet

Thanks for making me shut up when I wanted to talk
Thanks for thinking you were better than me and rubbing it in
Thanks for pushing me around and making me feel bad
Thanks for hating me with a passion and making me scared of you
Thanks for all the hate and jealousy you fed me
Thanks for nothing...

Drugs find friends
Death awaits me my angel
For I am a deep thinker wide awake
Lost in his own memories
The further back I go, the more difficult it is for me to understand what is really true  
Non harmful self-reaction is what I have, until I speak
Maybe I’m not damaged at all just ******* different
Different genes in our DNA, makes us all unique
Prefect is yet to come, or at the least a perfect standard
All these feelings generated from the inside
They are feeding off of what we are really made of
Leaving this **** leftover
Is this what I have become?
Everybody’s staring at me, maybe I’m just staring at them
I found my inspiration
I am going to nail my inspiration, to a cross
Or whatever..
It’s a hard, fast ******* world, that will have you sweating paranoia