At this moment ....,,
Heart is penning the emotions
Imagination sketching it
Is it poetry , a creative dream or life’s small bit
Perhaps it’s a soul creation
Voice to hearts narration
Decades back We met ! Solely for hearts to pound
Endless love for soul ! So profound
U  yourself may not have met u in life’s endeavour
I met u than now and forever

I am myself at this moment,
Wearing my favourite colours,
Peach and White!
Swearing to my heart,
I am myself at this moment.

Sipping my favourite coffee,
Enjoying the brew!
Dipping in my thoughts,
I am myself at this moment.

Leaving the chaos behind,
Too complex and unwanted!
Wearing my own thoughts,
I am myself at this moment.

You chose to be away,
Reason, be any!
Family or chasing your dreams!
Alone am I, Deep down,
Missing every day!
I am myself at this moment.

March 10th 2018
Punia
Gurgaon

In the midst of dead silent night
Silence prevails in jittery soul
Undefined Loneliness and months apart !
Without even deep thought !
Abruptly Seizes the heart ,
leaving it in state of plight .
In the midst of dead silent night

First Breath was so easy to take
                         No memories shall it make!

                        Second breath brought a smile
                        Loving faces, smiling till a mile!

                        Third breath was full of love
                        Head and heel in love,
                        worldly advice went over and above!

                         Fourth I took with pain
                         All the aspiring talks, dreams,
                         smiles slowly sweetly went in vain!

                         Fifth is becoming harder
                         Mind and heart conflicts, distance between
                         them becoming broader!

                         Now this pain has entered the core
                         Nevertheless I wish to take breaths anymore!!!!!

                         Deep inside, my heart commands and says REGAIN
                         Silently I sip my breath again!
                      
                                        March 02, 2018
                                        Punia , Gurgaon

Am there though sea apart
Am there though sea apart ,
Breathing ur breath
Feeling your warmth ness ,
taking ur aches in my cart

Juggling with tik toks of Victorian London clock
Instructing it to be fast
To Be in a beautiful time , away from today’s past

Shall Lie down side by Side, trying to fit in well
Shall hold it tightly , never let it rebel .....

Soon again shall it be full of vigour
Larger than life ! Dreams shall grow bigger and bigger

Ever heard silence
It’s melodious strings sways one away
As cool breeze at bay , hugging all way
Tik tik says the clock in brass
Adding lyrics ,not much enjoyed by mass
My heart too murmurs the song of spring
Searching meaning and looking for wings
Wish to fly in the silent sky
Where no one would interfere in work of my
Reading faces is an interesting art
I look into u , u look into me
Try to stay connected no matter how much are we apart....

To all the morning birds in 80’s, 90’s ,
To that beautiful sunshine on my terrace ,
To the evening refreshing air, who blew my thick hairs ,
To those raindrop cladded plants in my house ,
To all those charming voices in the air , calling my name ,
I am sorry !
I kneel in front of you , I couldn’t  fulfil the dreams I had with you all .

No notes can pen down our new year,  birthdays and Christmas
Missing days of our life race
Solitary breath we take
Empty mornings we face
Evening Blank pages , our heart writes , at diminishing pace
Aiming milestones , Determined to hold self very tight
Walking hand in hand on invisible road with mammoth might .

Perhaps emotions overriding words
Away from two bodies I see love , desire of togetherness , tender touch fondly
World of you and me only
You are my destined home
Silence muttering, singing love songs
Almost two decades of togetherness and many more for I long
Meaning of” Love u “is you
Belief that this  love story is pure and true
Perhaps emotions overriding words !!!!

Aspirations beyond clouds
Passion of infinity And Sparks of sun
I Have it all !
This year will make it big
my soul and inner energy is standing so tall
Tall to its commitments
Tall to inner happiness

Holding them so strong
Yearning for touching hug
Miles away is he !
craving for his intimate shrug.

Days are passing
Months scares me deeply
life simply passing through years
Cherishing nothing so dear...

Am not sick !
Cancerous do I feel
Something eloping deep inside
Leaving soul without any life’s zeal