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El Sep 2020
When did I feel for you?
Falling into
the shadows
Forever changed
Forever estranged
A fluke in your history
A footnote in my own existence
El May 2020
This would be the first time that I have seen the morning as clearly as I've seen in years. A cleanse that was long overdue, I have to admit that you can see the change that you have made in me. The more casual resilience to your touch. The gingerly feeling of respect, can you see that aspect in the way that I react to your presence. The mere thought of the pain that we cause each other is mind boggling. The more you push the harder it is for me to react. The craft of your artistry is beautiful to watch. I long to see the future of the moment that you will do me harm, the dreading that I fear will be memorialized, etched deep into my psyche.
El Mar 2020
Pretty faces
Lie
Petty little
Lions
What to do
The motion-less
Few
What more is there to
Misconstrue
But the grievous
Muted tranquility
Will drown in six in
Dunes
Breathe In coarse
Granules
Of bitter truth
Feed your over
Hydrated
Self hate
Do not spew your
Dry laughs
In my direction
With the ledge so
Close
I want to trip you
To keep
Your morbid
Thoughts
To your grave
End
El Mar 2020
The Windows don't hide
Your empty interior
The blade cuts deep
But you are bloodless
Why are you coagulated
The blood is thick
In your veins
The vain attempts
Of gratitude
Do you know
Good
The filth of your debasing
Is your only
Victory
Taking nothing in stride
You will cry
You will never cease to
Exist in your
Not so well
Crafted world
El Mar 2020
The dreamy blues of our future were dead. Dead to me. Dead to you. No more future, for me or you. How can we move on, you find it easier. Though I still remember your laugh. The high pitched cackle, of your bichiness. The rude way you thought of me. When you found me unlovable I noticed. But I never fore saw this bitter end. The frigidness of your affable idealism. High remarks for apathetic ways toward me. My empty empathy killed your feelings. Throw away the words we never spoke. Your wasting of emotions. You made me gracious for human interaction, but it was always misplaced. Misplaced with thoughts of misguided Inattention from familial interaction. I always trusted to easily, when it came to you.
El Jul 2019
The windy night we met
The dark streets
Warm asphalt
The lively calls of the dark
I must've met you
In another life
The casual intimacy
The caressing and
Forlorning for
Each other's spirit
It ceased with a breath
The rise and falling of our
*******
Reach for me
I'm reaching back

Though I'm spiritless
I cling to hope
A thought of you
In an eternal loop
El Jun 2019
I see the same thoughts
Clinging to a community
Longing to be justified
Never realizing the superficial ideas
Are superfluous, moot, benign, and redundant
Play with a time where you never knew rationality
Be extraordinary with words
Don't cling to binary normality
Be far and few from mediocre
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