For Julia Theriot, I want a two bedroom apartment.

Style is every thought you have
thinking every thought you have
is not poetry.

Moments Becoming: It is dressing in black in a history museum, in a museum of history, which means you are high with the salamanders, wait salamanders, and yes also calm under pressure,

Let me provide to you a question: Are you really that much better?

Our father's job is to be such that a poet,
    while the sun
          hits his living room
                where he has a microscope
                       examines the firefly

Because I went from coming back from the seminary, the dead, and when arrived back sat next to the lake which is a river which is dressing as an architect, I dressed as an architect, that is such as an architect as as I dressed as an architect in our small filled books rooms books. Yes in both. And I sat quietly painting, painting with a piece of metal from the microscope, in our room, that I pulled from the ground in that zone under construction surrounded by workers producing lovely light, lovely light, light love, lightly love which were not taken by moments but which were becoming moments such that I am intertwined with the near with the downtown area where we live such that a beautiful women and their smiling children slowly cross the river such that is a lake in their canoes or kayaks,

Huh?

We sit younger near the lake or the river, our arms straighten out, our chests, my chest mainly because not you, not your chest, oh no, such that that is our naked bodies, in the bathroom in the shower, that is our two maturties is an old age instantly caught Dvorak's String Quintet in B major Op. 77 such that is not but is but is and placing it gently in an ice rink such that you are a scientist, he is a poet, me a student, and we stayed awake at night and made one or two Nobel Laureates sing, yes, sing is that such is that is which of la-chula that is such that is that that that that is geniuses, only geniuses confused in San Francisco such that it plays near the end of such not is not you and is not excuses but is a listen to your doctor, listen to your mom, love your dad, call your grandma, call your sister, and call your cousin, and that weighted decision from your university is that poetess that is such that it is nested which is a created the world mesmerized a peacock, yellow bird with feathers injured flies from our fence outside our window two bedroom apartment. We saw it happen.

And yes, and figuratively took a train that was cold did you like your sweater which was yes white. Easy and on our way to the ball crossed the street chasing after a boy with a balloon and looked both ways before crossing the street together. We made sure he got to the other safely. He was not out or ought but is such that a few steps down are thoughts such that a math problem from our universities keep ish us ish busy. On Sunday, I am entertained-ish, but Julie Theriot, let me tell you, if only you knew Julie Theriot, how badly I want to be a smart and handsome you are a smart and handsome you are a smart and beautiful who while the jar of pennies sits in front of me, we start by selecting the candle and light it in front of our first two bedroom apartment and our window, and the window, and along with the bird so that useless as birds and statues do correctly and do right and do it correctly and do what they are supposed to do and what is really is really right is really an is it okay to ask: what does it matter whether I finished the book?

Basically, you are okay, listen to your doctor, become college educated, listen to your mom more or less, remember inclusion?

Our poetic thoughts can never overcome strength such that the bullies behavior really does reflect him or her more than it does you and our apathy? Our apathy, whatever that word means, well apathy means quietly our house has a red bag, a red bag, only a red bag, that is a smart smart red bag, enough to place cards in it, the red bag, which we will use to pay and make a ***** downtown come to life. Only in our city. By the way, because you are a scientist, remember? We don't like the payment at all such that is a student floating down the river or a novel of full of books or of poetry forms, the forms of novels, the narratives of my novel on that page of the novel, unplugged hearts, the unplugged hearts, plug in the hearts obviously, but I don't really have to move a muscle.

P.S. I don't like your name.

those plus one or two
                                        wait
monkey kicks god speaks Jesus Christ saw himself through the TV
                                     smiling in the shade of a
                                                now cut
said so,
genetic disorder
   - they will lie to you -

(2) my dear your sight has lead me, helped me, still
i continue
                   teach me to speak, correctly
again,

consciousness is a said thing,
inevitably inevitable;
See what I mean?
- // It's best we don't try anymore

(3)
I'd rather pick you up, drive you around
we used to
So Much fun
laugh it off, laugh it off

Sometimes at 4 in the morning, four
a variety of flavors, a green thumb tack stuck to the wall
said memories Given to you through  
                                                       ­                      Ferris Bueller,
Ferris bueller
watch Ferris Bueller on your next day off

*daffy duck wrote this off

& I
her

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
un dressing /            /her black
           knees, her        
                                         socks

right there              Welcome

(a)
     (b)
               there’s a pause   - - _ -_--    -  but We Continue:

           A                                          B
241 seconds ago,                     (op p ressed)
asked to speed up                  (o p p res s e d)
a phone rings                            (     ---       )
I dare not answer                    (oppressed*       )
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(c)   *leads you to the government

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There is a blue, black, and white car that picked up a red backpack for your crossing the street and she did give you a key for when you get in trouble.

The cars are supposed to honk and yes bombs are dropped from airplanes like in WW1 and WW11. I am sorry, it is terribly frustrating and your mom not dad probably do not understand and you should care if you think it’s worthwhile and that voice you have in your head is a voice to remind you of yourself and that there are others and options.

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Simultaneously water: I don’t want to go
      
And a television to another television broadcasting the scream the girl
                          the girl

You are not enough.


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I was a dumb learning man.

You are a goddess made of porcelain glass: a fragile dove with an angelic face and a glowing heart with wholesome conviction like a mannered spirit with delicate afflictions.

You are occasionally misunderstood and blind.

      You remaining light in my life that reminds me of what popularly is mother nature’s truest intentions. U R Making me cry.

  (Your lips reminded me at the time)

Timely you came back into my life as I feel tripped and before I was saying “what it says”

                      However,

              with your return:
                hope
a new sense of ambition, a new perspective , a polished set of ears
                      I have purpose and in fact I have substance, I was just trying to be creative.

                                               Come, fortune favors the brave, do what you want:

A dandelion metamorphosed in the span of a second: U R breathing

(Sometimes your lips remind me/we are breaking up)

Dance with your feet tied to the ground, still try to dance: the computer inside your picture is a placed gently cracked bell that is slowly slowing down for everyone to go home and I don’t care how much money you make as long as I am happy.

Through my city: sleep don’t bother those sleeping in the city.

Am I hot? Do I belong here?

One January a woman called and she was in fact a nurse and she began half passed noontime and wanted to go to lunch and had the hour off and you arranged your forms very well and had a productive appointment and will soon enable yourself to be what you dreamed of becoming. Man, that’s hard, but lately every morning is playing a symphony because I asked Alexa to play a symphony. They also have concerts downtown. I am deciding that on the way back home a old love’s physical action lovingly told and said easily, I don’t want to get high I can’t drive home, where’s mom? The truth is not what you wanted me to ask because I can because I can because I don’t have time it ends enough time it ends up that the truth is not what you want.

                       (It doesn’t end well)

A martyr the matrix:
***** roses inside the hoot owls owls hoot of an hour glass    

Anything changes

Nothing does

That is, more nurses and cries, yes undefinable cries, in the room next door.

Such that I have mail, I have a lot of mail, shaped like figures of 8 and want it off me,

What’s dressed in black clinks and clacks?

You don’t care anymore and I do not care.

Wear whatever you want, I was trying to be creative.  

If you love: willingly believe that it’s affirmative, a YES, yes after you mention that it is affirmative such that like a yes.

The sun send something you in a bird that flies across interested and past my neck but does, in fact, land, yo land.

Shadows will follow and your fence is alone or is basically alone and it is the best part and nothing changes and it’s not poetic it just doesn’t really matter like that not. Are you hot? Sorry, are you hawt?

The settled scratch:

     Air atom particles are now reconditioned second it second it second it make it something good yes gewd.

Okay: I still like Allen Ginsberg and like the taste of ginseng like in a soup. I am talking to someone I will never meet that makes me happy.

Finishing: at 4:03 pm on Monday afternoon I notice it is Spring. Sure, yes, sure the birds are chirping.

- Shutters begin --

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