Maryam Hanif

Maryam Hanif Aug 2018

Nothing lasts,
You’d always been an Anion,
Butterfly in my stomach, I’d always been your Cation
Like Acid and Base, we’d together neutralize..

Chemical reaction were not reversible, I wish they could lead you to survive
But alas, our fate is solitude leading to our deaths..

From my second book which is on the way..
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#chemical #reactions #anion #cation #base #acid #cancer #death #fate #father

Maryam Hanif Jun 2018

Shadows

Stories end, shadows remain...

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#shadows #fear #stories

Maryam Hanif Jun 2018

DEPRESSION

I can't remember myself well... words are escaping me.
Depression has gotten hold of me, it's not exactly what you think. It's just missing words and mixed-up emotions.
Am I alive? or am I just a white soul?
I feel time moving slowly, I'm hearing voices hush, but the soul is taken away harsher...
I'm frustrated.
I wonder why?

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#depression #remembrance #escape #emotions #soul #time #frustrated

Maryam Hanif Jun 2018

TELL ME

Tell me you love me, you trust me
The heartache left me with the warmth of stillness
When love melted away from my heart

Tell me you won't hide, or leave me
I need your reassurance
This distance seems to be endless

Tell me what the facts are
My thoughts are dancing with your death chords
I see faces glow but none of them shine as yours

Tell me

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#love #trust #heartache #warmth #stillness #hidden #distance #dance #death #shine

Maryam Hanif Jun 2018

THE GRAY OF NAVY SHADES

When the skies are gray and
The aches play with emotions
The universe couldn't understand me, and neither could you.

When you go quiet and Won't let the calmness touch us
My throat starts aching but My voice can't obverse the fear
The universe couldn't understand me, neither could you

Through the cracks of wilderness
The rose never bloomed under the circumstances
While the grey storm clouds are forming
We may break but won't stay broken
The universe couldn't understand me, neither could you..

See my eyes are getting blurry and
The soul separates from the body
But promises are never kept
Yet your smile is bright.. completely blind to the world
The universe couldn't understand me, neither could you..

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to my dear friend that broke up the friendship tho it was not my mistake..

#gray #shades #sky #emotions #play #voice #calmness #fear #universe #wild #storm #break #blurry #promises #bright

Maryam Hanif Jun 2018

THE BEATS

With my head against your chest

I never knew how much would your heart beat say

Its beats have no end as my thoughts get messier

Time has stopped since I synched into your beats

Silence took over the moment without begging calmness to prevail

While the pages are turning to escape the present,

And forget the vows of our silent love for tomorrow

By closing my eyes, I was engulfed by the songs of your heart beats and their fear of the perfect imperfection

While your warm tear falls over my forehead

I drown in the tale of your beats

I was speechless

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I have published my first book, it is all about my dad who got cancer..
and this is one of the poem i have written for him

#BEATS #cancer #heart #time #calmness #vows #love #tomorrow #engulf #imperfection #warm #tears #tale

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