A :  I let your beautiful way of thinking, intrude into my heart , manipulating it , and completely ******* out all of my thoughts .
B : I moved away and it's been months , finally it made me  understand that , your not the one for me , you were temporary happiness, and I was never the only one.
A : I was hurt , yet you still lived your life , you seen me bleeding , you seen the clots.
B : 7 months down the drain, virginity gone , still confused , 4 months to finally realize , I'm done.

C : after u left me ,  I built this wall, that's impossible for a man to get over , your kisses left me mesmerized ,
D : I was innocent , pure , yet you took advantage of me , I thought you loved me , you got what you wanted , I was a kid making excuses for you , " he took mY virginity and never spoke to me again because he wanted to join the army " " he only left because he didn't know how to tell me " " it wasn't him it was me"
C : when we were together , I advertised or  televised a healthy relationship with you, when you left me I had to realize that I was traumatized you have my heart paralyzed,  I was not surprised this happened to me, I got on social media and try to improvise The story on why we're not together anymore, no one cared, I got criticized.

D : sometimes I let my mind wander, it's not all your fault, because I know what you did the first time, so what in my right mind told me that you wasn't going to do it again and again and again? I was like his toy , he can come play with me when he wants & when a new toy comes out he would get that one and play with it too while I sit aside and wait for him to pick me up again , and at a certain  point in time I knew it. I didn't care, I believe that because he was having  *** with me ,he still loved me ,  he just couldn't commit. He had control over my heart,   my mind ,  my body,  we had the key.

E : even though your so far away I constantly think about you and what could have been if you were faithful and trustworthy towards me, you blew it and my heart is somewhere in a ditch.
F : Jamaree , I considered you my best friend my soulmate my first love my first ******* were everything to me, I thought  of you as my heartbeat and others think of you as an error.
E : your hugs was so rich being around you I had a twitch you had my heart in your hand , you punctured it ,no stitch. When we laughed it was like a pitch, now it's time to switch because you didn't care that when you left it made my heart have  a permanent glitch.
F : calling your phone at 3am for 2 days in a row , finding out u continued to live your life with another women , caused my heart to ache , I was unaware of her , there's no way you can compare her , hearing what I heard made me want to cause a reign of terror .

G : goodbye , I shall not cry , everything was a lie , I cannot deny , my heart is still punctured trying to heal it self ,  I no longer see u as my angel , my bestfriend , my love .. your the Devil who never cries .
G : I'm so surprised , that now I can look into the skies , and never have to see your eyes , I thought I was your prize , time for me to move in clockwise , while you live your life , I lay in bed and realizes that true love really dies.

Your beautiful on social media , but in REAL Life , the only beauty is  caucasians . Blonde hair , blue eyes, skinny and clueless .
     they'll lie to you.    Make you feel good about yourself but guaranteed you'll never be the cover of Gucci , better chances with Chanel .
     your not European or Armenian, You're Black .  You're Hispanic . AND YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL . Comments , likes and shares , how dare we be so viewless.
     if you don't look like Ashley , Emma , Brittany or Stacey , what makes you think your beautiful? Who told you that lie ? Your not beautiful . Hoping you would dwell into what I'm saying , I shouldn't have to yell, I hope your heart  swell when I tell you this... they do not consider you a bombshell.
     your ugly , your hair isn't straight , your not skinny , you don't have the perfect height,  your family is broke , your stupid , your too dark , you have a accent , and most important your not from here. Take your *** back to Mexico , back to Africa, cause that's where all Black people are from , Africa . Bye bye . And your not Salvadoran and you're not Samoan   And  you're not Guatemalan, and your not Dominican , your Mexican. Go to Mexico where you belong.
       my eyes are blue , my hair flows perfectly in the wind, I work out 4 times a week and eat healthy , I can get a job "easy" I'm white , my name is Emily .im smarter than  you and I have more opportunities then a  minority will ever have . .facts
HEY ! Don't you dare think your gonna be something in life, the only job you'll have is selling flowers, fruit on the corner and selling tamales  , can you even read ? Do you speak English ? Oh let me hush I know you got like twenty primos ,I don't need that drama .. but I can say whatever I want to you , because  your an  immigrant  and you don't belong here.  Oops sorry to burst your bubble that's all wrong.
excuse me what's your name ? Jamaal? Deandre ? .. uhm no sir my name is Dylan?  SERIOUSLY?!  You don't look like a Dylan if I may ask , what do a Dylan look like ? Ehh blonde hair , blue eyes , about yay high , perfect smile , 4.0 gpa , mothers a lawyer , dads a doctor . ... So you got all of that off of a name ? Well MY NAME is Dylan Fredrickson , NO I'm not A ****, No I Haven't Been To Jail , No I'm Not A Player , No I Don't Have Kids With multiple women and if did I will take care of them. I'm about yay high , I have a perfect smile , my gpa is also a 4.0 , I'm graduating with honors. My mom is a business owner and my dad passed away when I was 3 but he was a hard working man , only thing I missing is the blonde hair and blue eyes.  Nice to know what my name attracts . Dear Black men and Black Women.  You are the target. They hate you. They want to see you fail. They blinded you , you are not only eye candy on social media , You ARE admirable, angelic, captivating, charming, delicate, divine, excellent, your wonderful. Your everything they said you will not be , a champion . Your the THREAT . You are now brain washed , you are not only beautiful on social media .
    Dear Hispanic Men and Hispanic Women. You DO BELONG HERE. You can be presiden , you can be a lawyer , you are a hard worker , your goals are just as achievable as the next...you are a radiant , well formed , symmetrical race.  WE want NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR YOU.. but THEY WANT TO SEE YOU FAIL. They want to see you breaking down at your lowest point in life, and when you do , there's enough space and opportunity to get back up.

Over 100 blue and ***** white apartments filled with a umpteen amount of personalities , some good , some bad , but they all contribute into the community whether it's good or bad.  
         Full of people who have two choices , Stay  Or make it out.  Constantly running away from gun shots and avoiding people who are considered a bad influence on you. You Got one chance , to graduate , go to college and make something out of yourself . To become the person you dream of. Not having to worry about if that bullet was for you or your cousin , not having to worry how much **** you need to sale at the end of the day , Not having to worry about what the  group of gang bangers have say about you . One Chance to make it out of the hood.. are you gonna take that chance ?