It's staring up at the sky.
Watching as the waves go by.
A single tear rolls down your face.
Everything seems so simple.
There's not a single soul in place.
The wind blows by, but I'm still numb inside.
It's like everything has died.
The world seems in so much peace.
Thats when it all crashes down on my feet.
Picking up the pieces.
That's when i notice yours is missing.
Floating away in an oblivion dimming from the living.
This dock starts sinking.
My conscious is slipping.

Relax and let go.

Lay back.

Look deep into your soul.

Get lost in the course of the river.

Imagine your thoughts quiver.

Look deep, but do not drown.

Touching your soul can be dangerous.

You have to watch the countdown.

You have to be tedious.

You have to be serious.

If you lose yourself while getting intact with your soul

No light will ever find you.

You're lost.

This world will let you go.

A smile and a kiss
Your love I won't forget.
Like a pink cloud waiting to set.
It's days like these I'm gonna miss.
This isn't goodbye, and this isn't forever.
The sun will rise,
And we'll be together.
A touch of your skin reminds me of sin.
Our worlds may cross.
Not always will we be together,
But every pink cloud waiting to set
Reminds me of the days I will never forget.

Her eyes burn with a fire.
Like a passion you can't resist.
The warrior awakens.
The opponent is found unfit.
She strikes out a laugh.
The kind you don't forget.
Like a cry to the gods,
Letting them know the war is about to begin.
Her beauty strikes you in your spot.
Freezing you lost in thought.
She makes the first move.
Dangerous and cocky.
Wind in her hair,
Breathing down your neck.
The last thing you see before your untimely death.
It doesn't take long for this warrior to win.
Every battle field she crosses she reaches the other end.
Filled with rage and the passion of fire.
Striking down anyone in her way of what she desires.

As I lay here,
Concentrating on the sound of your snores.
Listening to the background music of our fan.
Holding you close tonight.
Smelling the mix of our sweat
from the nights summers heat.
I close my eyes and think.
Thinking of your every heartbeat.
This is my favorite thing you see?
Staying up late as you soundly sleep.
I trace your face.
Falling in love more and more every night.
There's something about it.
So innocent and so pure.
It leaves me wanting more and more.
Like getting drunk on power.
It's different though.
Very much, almost completely.
Like I'm drowning in a pool made of gold.
So rich and so meaningful.
Everyone's longing for it,
But this is my secret gold.
My personal power to intoxicate through my skin.
Breathing in the world your arms alone provide.
I know I should sleep,
But watching your innocence peek
Is much more pleasing
It's a nightly ritual that I soak up your soul.
Because every night I fall in love.
Like a fool soaking in a pool of gold.

I've been on this river
For as long as forever.
I look around to see
All of nature surrounding me.
I lay back to think.
But when I think I tend to slowly sink.
Today is a bit different.
I do not catch myself when the rushed waves consume me.
I kind of let go.
I let my reality swallow me.
Forever is a long while
So I ask the gods to forgive me  
A shallow whisper tends to creep into my ear.
I close my eyes, and I concentrate to hear.
The voice does not say much.
Only how its longed for me to finally be free.
To hear the voices.
To let my thoughts, and the river consume me.
It was strange that I felt comfort.
It was strange all around.
I've never heard this voice before, but it has the sweetest sound.
I guess it must have been different to let myself think.
I don't see it as suicide.
I only see it as being set free.
Yesterday was forever away.
Only because today was different.
No longer do I feel dazed.
Because the voices say
I no longer have to be different.

I got tired.
So I let go.
I didn't think twice about letting you know.
My thoughts got to heavy.
My heart did too.
I'm constantly wandering in a world unknown.
My head is spinning.
These words unraveling.
Spilling from my core to an oblivious world.
Not a second glance.
Not even a long stare.
Walking in circles against my own will.
Everything is clashing.
My vision impaired.
Introduced to a blackness
I can't tell if it's even real.
Locked in a cage with nothing to hear.
No wind whispering close to my ear.
Blinded and lonely.
Death do I wish near,
But life is all that's left.
Nothing ever dies here.