You’ve never truly seen her until  she cries and her eyes turn green
she’s so profoundly, beautifully sad

Everyone thinks that they know her thinks that they get her
believe they understand

it’s unfortunate for the souls that she steals
cause they never really know what they’re getting into
Suddenly addicted
Witnessing her chaotic mess

She’s just my type, she’s just my type
I’ll love her for more than a night
What a mind, what a beauty, you don’t know what she does to me
She’s just my type, I love her mind

You’ve never truly seen her till she’s on fire
her eyes are a light  
Passions fueling her mind
She ******* comes alive
She’s something different, I’ll  tell her 1000 times

She still doesn’t see it
Doesn’t believe it
Stuck inside her mind
Nobody gets her, she’ll never live up to  expectations
She lives in all these lies

Ohhhhh but
She’s just my type, she’s just my type
I’ll love her for more than a night
What a mind, what a beauty, you don’t know what she does to me
She’s just my type

I long for the day someone makes my pain go away. Ever the healer, ever bringing smiles.

I’m doomed to suffer in silence. Only the scars on my wrists know my pain.  

Will I ever find solace? Will something take my tears away?

I feel like I’m screaming, but no one hears. Forever the healer, always the broken.

I can’t help myself, always busy  helping everyone else. Why am I like this?

Do I even care about myself anymore? Maybe I just want to be lost in the void. I feel at home in the darkness. It brings me warmth. I seek it out in others, connect with it, breed with it, create it.

Maybe I am the darkness, wrapped in light. Ms. Grey through and through. I exist in between.

Have you ever truly seen me
The one who does not exist
I flow so effortlessly between
All those I call my friends
I am this way
Then I’m that
One person to the next
Something to everyone
But no ones only one
A chameleon , so beautifully blending in
Always in the background
Never the big picture
Ever notice that I’m really just not there?