I want to scream
Nothings going my way
Has it ever
Or is today just a day
My mind is broke
My heart it hurts
My head aches
Lost phone
Words
People
Shut up
I’m lost, broke
Not feeling myself
I’ll say it again
Disassociation should be a sin
Split
I’m not even my own

You say all the right things
But only when you’re drunk
You laugh when I remind you
I laugh too

I’m in trouble, you’re a rebound
I could care less either way
But now you think that I am falling
and I’m pretty sure I’m gay
You don’t have big **** energy
You couldn’t hold this by a thread
You saw my heart beat in front of you
And left me standing there for dead
Thinking feelings were the problem
But you are a ****** friend
And now I will stop calling you
This really is the end
I’d say thank you for the memories
But I was the one making them
So here’s goodbye to my rebound
Thanks for nothing my fake friend

“I think I normalize that because of my childhood.”

And my eyes rolled hard.
For like the 10th time tonight.

Suicide on my mind yeh
I gotta make the time
I wanna sell my soul
Have some fun before I die
I been playin in the darkness
Ever since I was a child
Demons love to say my name
Call it out until I wake
All I see is red, though my thoughts exist in grey
I’m running with the shadows until I hit the grave
They whisper fun things in my ear
Never let me feel alone
They like to play little games just to see how far I’ll go
I’m still waitin on them to tell me how to sell my soul
Or does Satan already have it, I’ve always been cold but hot like I’m wrapped in the flames

And how I only like it when I’m high.



555am
The moon is 99.4% full
Hurricane Idalia is blowing in
I am high and it’s the beginning of sunrise
I like these moments, the in betweens
My thoughts and I can breathe
I understand me