Coliwe

Coliwe Dec 6

What you do to me must be recorded,
Written in books, never to be forgotten.
The crimes you commit are wordless—
Unspoken pleasure carved into my soul.

Your thrusts, deliberate and powerful,
Are the only thing that makes my eyes well,
Blinding me with bliss, anchoring my world—
Nothing matters but this.

Immerse me, envelop me in your arms.
Drown me in the melody of your voice,
In the symphony of your brilliance and calm.
Tuck me away in the safety of your grasp,
For with you, I am home.

Coliwe Dec 4

For you, To me

I finally write this poem for you
For you who feels me without touch
For you who understands me without comprehension
For you who hears me when no else can

I finally dedicate a poem to you
To you who tries even when she knows she should stop
To you who is chained by the shuckles of 'what ifs?'
To you who endlessly hopes til the point of insanity

I finally want to appreciate you
For me, I will start taking up space
To me shall I write love letters to
For me, I will start giving the same compassion
To me, the only one who knows the true depth of my being?

Coliwe Dec 3

The Chase

I'm in love with the idea of what we could have been,
Clinging to the dream of us as a team.
In my eyes, I've tried and tried,
But to fit your own narrative,
In your eyes, I’ve failed every time.

I proved and I proved—look at me, I'm here!
But you only want me halfway, while I crave you near.
I did the tricks, I spoke the truth,
Yet here I stand, at the end of my youth.

So I'll take my bow and quietly retreat,
Finding strength in the pain, in my defeat.
I'll release the "what could’ve been,"
And embrace the truth I chose to ignore but should've seen.

Coliwe Dec 2

Only with you

Only with you do I want to share intricate moments
Only with you do I want to showcase my movements
Only with you do I want to experience the turmoil of Romeo and Juliet
Only for you will I suppress my urges, not now, not now, not yet

I want you, the pinnacle of my desires
I want you to do as you please, have me rewired
Every bliss I feel, let it be you, it's maker
Every storm I feel, let it be you that calms it, my peacemaker.

Only with you do I want to fold and be at ease
Only for you will I give a tireless love that never cease
Only with me do I want you to spend your time
Only be yours as I have made you mine

Coliwe Dec 1

My heart's keeper

The you before now
The you that cared
The one who was intrigued
By my mind and wanted to know how
The you that was willing, that wasn't scared
The you who endlessly tried, without fatigue

My hearts keeper is that man
Not the one who conflicts his verbiage with actions
Not the one who put on a show when I'm near

The one who does everything he cans
Who doesn't need convincing, one without confusions
The one who wanted everything to be crystal clear

He is my hearts keeper
Not the man I lie next to

Coliwe Nov 30

Stranger, I've missed you

Only to you
do I want to share the fragile whispers of my hidden dreams.
Only with you
do I long to share my solitude—
to bare my soul,
to give my all.

I haven’t met you yet,
but still, I wait.
My impatience has worn me thin,
has carried me here,
to this quiet ache of missing you—
a stranger.

Coliwe Nov 27

The Saints Love - Original

As a new born clenches to its mother's *****
I too tend to clench on the tenderness of love you give
Or rather I think you give and know I feel

As I did so freely once before
A love like this I still yearn
I still miss her til this day
The girl who loved so freely
Or should I say, so naively

Her love I miss
The tenderness of the petals and the ****** of the it's thorns
She is the love I know
The love I wish still existed

You seem like such a distant image
A far away destination
Will I find you again?
One day I hope I do