Coliwe

Coliwe 1d

The breathe that I draw
The reason I am is because you are
Your comfort embodies the essence of ease
Something dependable - not a tease
Restrain not your hold
Claim me aloud - be bold

Your tender touch, a silken thread,
I pray your arms will hold me instead
My whispered name, a song upon your tongue, Let promises of love, forever, be sung.
Enrapture me, my soul to yours entwined,
In your embrace, true happiness I find.

Coliwe 2d

Open your eyes

A villain I made you out to be
But the truth is what I failed to see
Rather hear 'cause repeatedly you didn't fail to say
But I guess I didn't want to see it that way

I played a part in your unjust blame,
Now remorse holds me, drowning me in shame
A human you are—not demon nor saint,
Not a battle to win, so I yield in restraint

Open my eyes, I shall finally do
I'm tired of lies that I disguised as you
I can silence my cries and let go of you
Finally my eyes are open, now I can say goodbye to you

#disappointment #acceptance #love #realization #remorseful

Coliwe 3d

To my baby

I hope I give you the space
To grow up and learn at your own pace
To know you are loved in failure and grace
To find strength in independence and aid
And never let your worth be weighed by your face

The world is cruel - this I know
I won't shield you but prepare you to defend yourself so
I pray that you find faith, in yourself and others
But most importantly in the Lord above

I don't know you yet but I love you so
Try my best, this I will do too
With love, your mother that adores you

#mothers #love

Coliwe Feb 3

My Therapist

Your melody soothes the scars I hide,
A gentle escape for my restless mind.
Your rhythm hums with nostalgic grace,
A symphony that holds me in its warm embrace.

Your lyrics whisper what words cannot,
A voice that understands my every thought.
Your beat aligns with my heart’s own pace,
A soulmate’s touch in sound and space.

Your chords pull the strings of my smile,
Lifting my spirit, if only for a while.
Oh, melody, rhythm, and song divine,
My one true love—my therapist, mine.

#music #healer #soothes

Dec 2024

jonathan

Grasping You

your unravelled self
is my favourite mess to sort through

so that way I may understand
what kind of fabric
you were made from

soft, like silk running through my fingers

warm, like woolen gloves made for winter

in the spun threads I uncover a story
and how you are clothed

in beauty untold

#love

Coliwe Dec 2024

Essence

My breath, the essence of my being
My mind, the essence of my insanity
My blood, the essence of my existence
My soul, the essence of my soul

Coliwe Dec 2024

Suffocate Me

What you do to me must be recorded,
Written in books, never to be forgotten.
The crimes you commit are wordless—
Unspoken pleasure carved into my soul.

Your thrusts, deliberate and powerful,
Are the only thing that makes my eyes well,
Blinding me with bliss, anchoring my world—
Nothing matters but this.

Immerse me, envelop me in your arms.
Drown me in the melody of your voice,
In the symphony of your brilliance and calm.
Tuck me away in the safety of your grasp,
For with you, I am home.