It's two am and I am wide awake
Waiting for the sun before I fade away
I feel Numb I think to myself
As I sit in the silence I hate, I think of the one
The one I let in told my all secrets and darkest fears to
Told him the times I've cried and the times I laughed.
Looking back at the memories of him and I
All I can do is lay here and feel my heart die.
Almost a year later and still I have not gotten accustomed to the space we no longer share
It brings tears to my eyes and joy to my heart to lay and reminisce
Watching the clock as it ticks away and I realized one thing
I am not alone, he is still here in memories I will always find him
In my heart, I carry a picture of him and in my soul, I carry our memories.
After all this time you're still with me.
I tried to let you go, but somehow you're locked somewhere deep inside.
Two am and soon will fall asleep
I know I will dream of him
Funny how I miss you every second of the day
Yet it always hits me hard at two am