Staring into those onyx eyes
They pull me in
Simply captivate me

The longer I gaze
More seems to reveal

Unconditional love glares
Reminding me of the why
With no words spoken

Fear and anxiety sweat from the corners
Comfort needed through presence
Purpose restored

Joy illuminates brightly toward me
Life makes sense
Even for just a moment

Look beyond
Find everything
Right in front of you

I feed off of your emotionless nature
I’m busting at the seams
One is not meant to hold it all
Mine growing as yours remain to be seen

It’s too much, It’s tormenting me
It will soon explode and make you suffer

Swirling inside of me
Rage, confusion, and longing causing me to regurgitate
Leaving a mess no one can understand or piece together

Dig deep
Offer some relief
To calm this storm
So we may have a chance

Sometimes I close my eyes
I see you smiling, crying, laughing
It’s as if you are in the room with me
Happiness and fulfillment swallows me

Imagination filters through moments
Milestones for you and me
By your side always, without convincing
Purpose has given me insight

Eyes can’t seal forever
Fantasy must come to an end
Realization sets in that it was all pretend
Heartache shatters me

Thoughts of you keep me going
One day it will be real
There is no other option
The void must be filled by more than just thinking of you