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78 · Jan 2019
so hard
Cj Jan 2019
We bonded
they fought
I tattled
She never told

You dont appreciate someone
until they are gone
and you are never to see them again

I loved her
did she love me
so many small things
that mean so much more
when they are gone
never to be seen again
except in pictures

if only there was just even one day they could come back
and we could spend time
and figure out why
and find out if she di- does love me

it's so hard to know
someone that is gone
it never gets better
always a hole in your heart
anyone who says it gets better
is lying

if what happens on October 31- to November 2 really happens
then i hope i can see her
if only i could've known
that the last time that i saw her
was the very last time i ever would see her

itll never get better
forever there will be a whole in my heart

for anyone who loses someone
im sorry
but it will never ever get better
78 · Feb 2020
Untitled
Cj Feb 2020
I praise every woman and person of color
they have worked their way to their rights
shed blood
wars
and are still fighting for hundreds of years
and have come so far
i could never
i mean seriously
people have died
and fought for their rights
and STILL
they haven’t earned respect?
*******
maybe it’s time for people to grow up
and treat EVERYONE with respect
be an adult
smh
a fifteen year old is doing more than anyone over the age of 19 has ever done in years
uhm this ones kinda all over the place oopsie
77 · Jan 2019
One day
Cj Jan 2019
One day I hope to find her
One day I hope to reunite with her
One day I hope to see her smile again
One day I hope to watch her dance again
One day I hope to see her face
One day I hope to play with her
One day I hope to talk with her again
I just hope that one day comes before tomorrow
76 · Jan 2020
Untitled
Cj Jan 2020
it feels different
everything does
nothings as special
birthdays now just a day where you get older
christmas now just like any other holiday
it’s colder
the world is harsh
people are bitter
the earth is dying
everyone else also growing up
people getting more sad
other swallowed by darkness and death
shootings everywhere
no one paying attention to the real problems
hatred is becoming more present
everyone blinded by politics
and the politicians are corrupt
76 · Feb 2020
Untitled
Cj Feb 2020
can you not see it?
can you not see how much you make me smile
can you not see how i light up when you are near
can you not see how much you make me laugh
can you not see how much i love being around you
can you not see how obvious the signs are

are they not obvious enough
are they coming off as too much

or am I
just not good enough
75 · Jan 2020
abortion
Cj Jan 2020
if you want to have an abortion
then have it
dont let anyone say otherwise
it’s you’re body
do what you want with yourself
its nobody’s choice but yours
literally why do people hate on women for having abortions it’s their **** bodies and others don’t know what it’s like to feel the pain and emotions of it
73 · Apr 2019
Thief
Cj Apr 2019
i want you
and it kills me to know
you don’t want me  

i watch you as you smile
with your friends
wishing i could smile with you

i wish you wanted me
and it kills me to know
you don’t wish for me

i watch you being you
wishing i could be
with you

i want to be with you
and it kills me to know
you don’t want me

you stole my heart
if only I could steal yours
then maybe just maybe
you would be mine

if only...
71 · Jan 2019
People care more about
Cj Jan 2019
People care more about money
More about wealth
More about appearances
More about having fancy houses
More about being popular
More about  receiving things for themself
More about themselves

While other care more about family
More about their friends
More about living
More about saving lives
More about changing the world
More about giving
More about others than them self



Which one would you want to be
69 · Jan 2020
Untitled
Cj Jan 2020
you can’t say it’s wrong
you can’t say it’s bad
if you’ve never been through it
you can’t have a valid opinion
until you’ve experienced it
so stop judging women
if you can’t understand it
48 · Jan 2019
someone special
Cj Jan 2019
i want someone to take my hand
someone to hold me when i’m sad
i want someone i can talk to
someone i can hold
i want someone special
i see everyone so happy with their special somone
and i want MY special someone
but i guess i never will

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