i want to be able to be held
by someone i love
i want to be with
someone i love
i want to laugh
with someone i love
i want to cuddle
with someone i love
i want to feel alive
with someone i love
i want to have
someone
someone to be with
someone to love
someone to adore
someone to make me laugh
i want someone

no one else can make me smile as much as you is it not obvious enough
or do i just not do the same. you are able to
light up a room can you not see that
all i see is you
nothing else, just you.

can you not see it?
can you not see how much you make me smile
can you not see how i light up when you are near
can you not see how much you make me laugh
can you not see how much i love being around you
can you not see how obvious the signs are

are they not obvious enough
are they coming off as too much

or am I
just not good enough

what am I doing wrong
do I not make you smile enough
do I not make you happy enough
do I not listen enough

am i not good enough
am i doing something wrong
am i not pretty enough?

am I just not good enough

a hole
lays deep in me
deep into my heart
that hole takes a part of me
everyday
That hole eats at me
it makes me wonder
why.
That hole slowly swallows me
and takes me to my darkest places
That hole destroys me
and makes me shed tears
That hole will forever be in me
and not even time can heal it

That hole's name?

grief

One cold day
death stopped by
he wasnt here for me, I could tell
but instead
took someone I love
he took someone away from me forever
with just a snap of his fingers
She was gone

Die for what you are
die for what you love
die for Who you love
die doing what you love
die being Who you love

and live for it
live for Who you love
live for what you love
live doing what you love
live being what you love

Find what youd die for, and Live for it.