it feels different
everything does
nothings as special
birthdays now just a day where you get older
christmas now just like any other holiday
it’s colder
the world is harsh
people are bitter
the earth is dying
everyone else also growing up
people getting more sad
other swallowed by darkness and death
shootings everywhere
no one paying attention to the real problems
hatred is becoming more present
everyone blinded by politics
and the politicians are corrupt

A hug
A smile
Even being noticed
Would be nice

When you woke up
You asked for her
You wanted her to be there
And so did we
You told us to call her
But we couldn’t
And all of the pain resurfaced

I miss you
and i didn’t even have a chance to say goodbye
I thought I’d seen you again
I hope when it’s my turn I’ve changed the world
And no one else goes through your pain
I hope I get to see you again someday


I love you
I miss you.

You make me smile
You make me laugh  
You make me nervous


You bring me joy

You're the final puzzle piece
You’re the music to my dance
You’re  the final ingredient
You’re the final brick to my building
You’re the final lyric to my song

You Complete Me

I wish I could go back in time
redo everything
maybe you’d still be alive
if only I knew what would happen
i wish I could’ve fought harder
but now i have a purpose
i’ll make sure nobody else has to go through this
Ever.