I feel a metal box inside of me
It is a box made out of steel and has a sturdy lock that keeps the entrance closed
You can strike the box with a hammer but you can never open it
How can a person open a box that I, the owner, can't even open?
The owner can't even imagine what's inside of it and fears for the worst
It may seem pathetic to see a person who is stuck inside of themselves
but you can't imagine the unbearable pain they have kept in
You don't know how long it took to keep those demons inside and chain them inside this box
The person captured inside is me and I'm slowly morphed and engulfed into one with the demon
With a howl, the monster emerges from the box
It is half demon and half me

I'll never be good enough
People Rising to their Dreams
While I'm standing here all broken
"Rebuild your foundation," they say
but in the end, I'll  never be good enough
I'll never be satisfied with what I have

Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
    if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
    your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
    and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
    the night will shine like the day,
    for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
    when I was made in the secret place,
    when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.

You like games, games, games
Way more than you like me
You like games, games, games
But that's all we'll ever be
'Cause you like games
And I don't wanna play no longer
Game over

i spent hours to love you but I received "zip"
i spent 100 days to work my head off but i received "zilch"
i spent a thousand dollars to see my money go into "nada"
My efforts seemed like nothing but it made a change
An impact that can change the future
so I keep spending