Inside that closed door
where I've lost
In the herds of thicky darkness,
I feel suicidal and awful
awful beyond all.

The walls asunder
from the commotions and laughter
are weak enough
to avoid those,
or may the strongest enough
to cage my emptiness.

Through the chinks
of that thatched home,
the beams of moon
makes me burn.
But my eyes!
My eyes can't see
Neither a star nor the sun.

In the dead silence
of that pitched black room
I'm frozen,
In the aghast of darkness
Pulses runs fast,
Oh the Creator!
the supreme of rullers,
dazzle of lights
demanded I never,
The all I need
just a glitter of Yours.

#life #dark  #poetry #mythoughts

Let the shines away
that half eyed sun pours,
Let the breeze block
newly bathed
earth's smell that blows,
leave me there,
where I started
with bunch of emptiness
once again
let me burn all my thoughts.

Words that heels
or rips the wounds,
tortuers me
all through the nights;
The pain I bore,
the emotions i buried,
rise again
Oh stop!
I can bear nomore.

Let my nights
full of lights,
Instead of stars
that makes me scare,
Oh God!
Please bury that moon forever
under herds of black clouds,
Shot the wild jackel
barks through the dark.

Before the time hunt me
I want to live again,
But, oh poetry!
your world is too rude
I feel unease to breathe here
I want to cry, but
you have dried my throats,
I want to run away
but you have chained my legs.
Oh poetry!
I'll leave your world
Oh poetry!
Please free me from your world.

Till the last drop of red,
dropped away
Till the last sigh of air,
blown away
I'll run to find myself;
On the deserted island of life,
where all the oceans dried up
In the lonely lane,
where all known faces turned off
Amidst that crowded stations,
Where I've lost myself
I'll run to find myself
I'll run to find myself
My sob may turned
into soulful cries
My feet may stopped
between uncountable tries
Still I'll run to find myself
Through that dark corner of earth
Where I've lost myself.
                           -It's RaNjaN