I can read the mind of my reflection
Sometimes it's worth being read
Always so kind and filled with affection
If he didn't say it, it wouldn't  be said
Why buy what you can make yourself
But you have to know where to begin
Flashlights and maps stay on the shelf
First love is love that comes from within

When they shake hands
He fills his pockets with his
let the sword steel clash
Forget that peace **** he's ******
Enjoy that name for today
By next week you'll be missed
Just like a snake in a way
It never asked for it's hiss
Rattles ignored
Turn to poison in veins

At this moment a have a tooth ache
Like a pop song ringing in my head
For 3 full hours give or take
I've sat and wished that I was dead
Oral anesthetic "extra strength"
These lies upset me to the core
A fantasy with lovely depth
Where I gripped with pliers and I tore
It happened like an std
Brought by carelessness and pleasure
And as I ask again, "why me?"
Four more asperin for good measure
Lord I learned my lesson let me be
**** me **** me **** me **** me
**** me **** me **** me **** me **** me

Still here
Jamming car keys in to door knobs
Lazy face against a cold, ***** door mat
Wake up
Heart beat in my head
Stomach all over the front of my Hoodie
House key
Dracula has arrived
Lights off and mouths closed
Thirst for blood but a gallon of water too
Laying in bed and thinking about my future as a (most likely unsuccessful) vampire.

I knew a kid that got shot over a couple lines of paint
Pill popping, loud talking type and mom thought he was a saint
I knew a kid that had his face changed
When his fate changed and his banging banged em up
Wasn't the type to run but he ran when they started running up
I knew a kid who got caught with too much although he did too much way too often
And the day came he over did it
I still wonder if he had enough
Kids with lives so broke they find a break in smoke and pills
But still Find time
For daily fights
And nightly thrills

You know I do apreciate
The friends that facilitate
Getting drunk
that's how I know it's getting late
Gimme some
Feel alright but going for great
Getting dumb
Im only here to waste away
Empty fridge but it keeps the beer colder
I guess I got em right where I want em

I'm in hell
Demons in diguise
Just hit up the cells
I see it in your eyes
You got grams to sell
I'm buying
Little bits of heaven
I'm sitting in the flames
I'll take it if it's given
Forget about the shame
Smoke a blunt then be blunt
I dull my minds blade