Bathera ** gea ***
*** metho sabar nai hunda hor
Me thuhade bare pata karn lagea ha
Kithe rehnde **
Ki krde **
Sab kuj

But ha tang nai krda, na hi u nu pata lagan dau
Thuhadi life wich koi problem nai create krda me

3 wajje hoye ne swer de
Taare bi nikle hoye ne
Me chatt te khada ha
Thandi thandi hawa wi chal rahi he
Te tenu miss bi bada kr reha ha

Heena ji, jina me tang ** reha ha na
Una hi tang krunga

To the GIRL I have
Loved and lost,
Thank you for helping
Me find
MYSELF!

Viah ta ** gea
But feel nai ayi viah di
Kite bi kuj bi feel ni hoea
Exited naam di koi cheez nai c
Bus viah ** gea
Sala har jagah u nu miss kr reha c

Ake gaddi wich bethea ha
Taki dil hola kr saka
Thoda ro launga
Thoda gaalan kad launga khud nu
Te thodia jia thuhanu

Missing u badly heena ji
Na tadpao please ena
Ki me kuj galt kr jawa

Missing u badly
Missing those moments badly

A part
Of me
Will
Always
Belong to
You.

Kuj me maadda
Kuj mera time maadda

Rabb dekh reha he sab
Hisab hou ik din
Pakka hou

You are that absense,
Which couldn’t be fulfilled
With someone else’s presense.

I think you forgot that
You healed me for eternity,
And eternity isn’t temporary
As forever.

I want to cry
Cry louder
On your shoulder

Ahan
Welcome back on facebook
Majajan ji

You don’t have to write
Anything for
ME...
I read your silence
Better!!!

Ladies song ga rahiya ne
Te eh song needles **** chub rahe ne

Sara kam
Nibad gea
Te kal nu viah he
Te
Meri fati hoi a
*** ikala
A room wich
Te ro reha ha
Hate my self

Manea ke tere didaar de ***
Me layak nahi reha,
Par tu meri rooh dekh
Te tu mera intezaar dekh

I know you are strong hearted
Or you may be broken deep inside but
My love has the power to make
Your heart melt again, for me.

You will always be in my heart
even if you never really had me in yours.

Ki chal reha meri life wich
Kuj pata bi he?
Ki chal reha aj kal mere dil wich
kuj pata bi he?
kiwe din kat da ha
kuj pata bi he?

Shyad iko cheez reh *** he
te oh he ego?
Theek he sister,
me bi dekhda ha kinni der tak
eh ego rehndi he

aj 45 din ** jane tere viah nu
Mubarka ji viah dia
meri sister nu.

Bahut bahut mubarka sister.

On some nights, even moon cried
Listening to my stories.

Missing u badly

Because of you
I laugh a little harder
Smile a little less
And cry a lot more

Bhul gaye birthday?

Missing u a lot.
Har jagah u nu miss krda ha.

Kush ** na ***?
Kar laye chaa pure apne?

One day
I will be the
Man
That you need me
To be.

Mere kol ta sirf teriya
Yaadan ne.
Jindagi ta usnu mubarak howe
Kisde kol tu he

3:18 AM
Yaadan teriyan da
ghera ajj pe gea
raat lang ***
munda bas
karwatan badalda reh gea.

Crying at midnight
While remembring
Those memories is
Obe of the hardest thing.

We were both a little less
Than a whole
And
I think that’s why we started
Taking pieces that weren’t ours
To take

It’s in the
Eyes
Always in the
Eyes

Itefaq se to hum
Dono nahi biche
Kuch to sazish
Khuda ki bi hogi

Baby
Come
Out of
Your
Self
Made
Cave

I stopped writing.
Not because I fell out of love with it...
My emotions just seemed to disappear.

I started a new medication.
The doctor said it would help my panic disorder, and it did.
I took that pill, like my mother talks to God (every morning).

When I went back to the doctor she said we had to up the dosage because apparently having 2 panic attacks a week still isn't okay.
I told her that when I woke up this morning I got out of bed without crying, but she didn't consider that as much of a victory as I did.

When I was put on a higher dosage, my emotions shut down.
After a few weeks I stopped crying, my OCD got better, my panic attacks were gone, and I could even to my office without my heart trying to win a race against my thoughts.

I could breathe.

But, I also stopped having fun.
I felt like a stranger in my own body.
My emotions found the exit on the plane and jumped, never to be found again.

Since when did being able to breathe require me to feel like this?

In the war of
EGO
You know who wins?
The LOSER

I want to
Move on.

But movin on means forgetting
And
I’m not ready to
Let you go.

As long as I don’t die,
This is gonna be
A hell of story.

That night I was all
Alone, wiping my own
Tears off, again and again.

I
Used
To
Build
Dreams
About
You!!!

Sometime nights sleeping forever attracts me

Missing u badly

I don’t deserve
To be
In your
Memories.

Missing u

I am trying to keep
You out of my head,
But it is not
Working.

You say you are not going anywhere,
You tell me you will not leave,
Yet, when I look for you, you are not there.
Without you, there is only me.
I miss us.

We have shared good times and bad.
We have spent so many hours together.
Each day you are not here, makes me sad.
I ask myself, where are you? All I see is me.
I miss us.

We have shared hopes and dreams,
We have shared our hearts and our souls.
We have shared our thoughts and schemes
Here I am all alone.
I miss us.

Will you return one day?
This I do not know.
I fear you have forever gone away.
I miss us.

There is no more laughter, no more dreams
There are no more hopes, no more future.
There is only me.
I miss us.

Stop missing people
Who
Don’t even waste a
Second
Thinking about
YOU!!!

Does it keep you up
At nights?
Then it matters.
It’s as simple as that.

Sometime I think
What is the value of
Mine
In your life

Just wondering!

We met
We talked
We fought
We laughed
We loved
We shared pain
We kissed each other souls
We again fought
we again cried
we left each other

Maybe, someday or next birth
we will meet, Hey princess, I promise.

I will be back soon.