Stop missing people
Who
Don’t even waste a
Second
Thinking about
YOU!!!

Tu mere bol ni sune
Me teri chup nai samji
Te wekhde wekhde
Sab garda wich gum gea

Tu bi kade kade
Yaad kar laye kari
Me ta ewe hi
Nit koi na koi
Gal likhda rahu

Pata tenu?
Tenu main roj milda ha
Ehna wark
Akhar akhar hoke
Te utarda rehnda ha
Teri chup nu
Eiu hi roz
Ik kawit janamdi he

Koi ta guftgu hundi
Koi ta wasta hunda
Tere tak phunchan da
Koi ta rasta hunda

Missing u badly

I still remember the day
I fell in
Love
For
You

What’s your reason to be
Up at
3 AM?

Heena, me bhulna chanda ha thuhanu
Jiwe tuci bhul gaye ** menu
Me pathar dil banna chanda ha
Jiwe tuci ban gaye **
Me sachin yaad nai krna chanda thuhanu

But ** nai pa reha, jinni koshish krda
Uniya gallan yaad andiya

Sala 5 phase wale park ne dimag khrab kita hoea

I hate u, sachi i hate u.
Thuhanu bhenchod nu koi fikar nai
Te me edar ewe mari ja reha
Ewe sadi ja reha

*** yaad bi kitho aau
Mere nalo *** ke pyar karan wala jo
Mil gea thuhanu

Bhen di lun ehi gal ne dimag
Khrab kita hoea

Meri koshish hamesha hi
Bekar *** he
Pehla tenu paan di
Te ***
Tenu bhulAn di

Rabb dekh reha he sab
Hisab hou ik din
Pakka hou

It’s ok to cry,
The sky does it
Too...

Niche ladies song ga rahiya ne
Te eh songa chub rahe ne
Kiwe di badua diti tuci menu?

Its only a gap
And belive me
I will be back

Does it keep you up
At nights?
Then it matters.
It’s as simple as that.

Sometime I think
What is the value of
Mine
In your life

Just wondering!

Pata hath wich blade nu dekh ke
Ki yaad aya?

Oh time jado me blade naal apni chest te u da naam likhea c.

Ladies song ga rahiya ne
Te eh song needles **** chub rahe ne

Aj chithi khulni he
Te mera mann ghabrea pea he
Yaar kyu eni jaldi viah krwaya tuci
Bhenchod ki agg lagi hoi c
Ruk nai c sakde
Sala zindagi bhar lai booj ** gea mann te

Yaaf he jado viva c
Te me lad pea si examiner naal
Us din bi apni gal bai c ** rahi
Tuci gal nai c kar rahe
Meri us din bi vadi fati hoi c
Jaan buj ke agg laga rahe c menu
Us time jo agg laggi c
Te aj walli agg wich bada fark
Us time walli agg nu 10% mann ke chalo

Putt ik gal keh dewa me bi
Bulanda me bi nai
Ha but tadapu bahut putt

Me bi u **** pathar dil bAn jana
Thoda time
Lagu
But possible he

Mere kol ta sirf teriya
Yaadan ne.
Jindagi ta usnu mubarak howe
Kisde kol tu he

Sometime nights sleeping forever attracts me

Menu filhal kuj ni pata
Tuci kithe viah kita
Munda ki krda
Ki usda background
Kiwe da dikhda oh
Kuj bi pata nai kita

Eda jigra nai haje mera

But yakeen maneo
Pata me sab kr lena
Bada kuj chlda aj kal mind wich
Putt jinni meri galti c
Uni hi thuhadi bi he
Mano ya na mano
Me ikala kasurwar nai
Apne bichode wich
Tuci bi barabar de haqdar **
Zindagi barbad krke rakh lai apni te meri

chandra dil tayar hi nai hunda
Tenu bhulan de lai
Me jado bi ede agge hath jorda
Eh sala mere peri pe janda

Sajjan adeeb da song
Cheta tera
Aj repeat te chlea sara din
Sala ena rona aya
Ki krke rakh dita he?

Bhenchod zindagi khrab ** *** he
Meri frnd naal gal chal rahi c
Kripa nam he usda
Usde samne bi roi gea me
Phone te c usde naal
Oh bi ron lag *** menu ronda sun ke phon te

Yaar heena, kidda zigra he tera
Metho eh time kadea ni ja reha
Te tuci es time wicho kiwe nikal
Gaye
Menu pata eh sab tuci bi face kita he
Tuci bi ewe hi roye hone
But sach kaha meri fati hoi he
Hell wali fati hoi a

Faad ke rakh diti tuci meri
Baddua lag *** menu thuhadi

*** ta majajan ban ***
Aho *** gharwala jo mil
Gea

Asi ta ewe hi time khrab kita
Sadi wari ta sala ik status bi update ni c hunda

Jad bi koi chude wali langdi kol di
Me tenu labda ude wich
Sochda shyad kite tera face dikh jawe
Bada tadap reha ha tenu dekhan lai
Photo nai dekhni
Samne ake dekhna
Ena jyada tadap reha ki puch na
Par tenu ta *** koi fark ni penda
Tahi keh kr ***
Ki u will regret for life
Kiwe a jawa samne eh gal sunke

That night I was all
Alone, wiping my own
Tears off, again and again.

3 wajje hoye ne swer de
Taare bi nikle hoye ne
Me chatt te khada ha
Thandi thandi hawa wi chal rahi he
Te tenu miss bi bada kr reha ha

Heena ji, jina me tang ** reha ha na
Una hi tang krunga

Don’t think too much
About your future,
You might not even
Exist at that time

I know you are strong hearted
Or you may be broken deep inside but
My love has the power to make
Your heart melt again, for me.

Kinna ruwayegi menu
Aj ta had hi ** ***
Prabh gill da nawa song chal reha c
“Rooh da rukh”
Sala rona hi nai hatea
Ena jyada miss kita
Ena jyada gussa aya apne te
Aj ta salia cheeka bi niklia meri
Te sab to wadiya gal kisi nu pata bi nai chlea
Eh fayda he gaddi da
Unchi awaz wich gaana repeat te chal reha c
Te meri cheeka nikal rahiya c
Kher tenu keda koi fark pena
Na pawe
Tenu ta udan bi fark ni pena jidan me mar jana
Rab kare tenu meri yaad hi na awe
Rab kre tu menu bhul jawe
Rab kare tenu sade bitaye koi bi lamhe yaad na awe

Ena na ruwa kudiye, andro mar chukea ha

Itefaq se to hum
Dono nahi biche
Kuch to sazish
Khuda ki bi hogi

Mubarka bhene viah dia
Shyad tu aj apne aap nu jittea hoea mehsus kar rahi howegi
Par ik gal
Kaha eh teri sab to waddi haar c
Menu ik wari dasea tak ni ki engagment ** rahi

Bhenchod mere naal
Ewe da kade nai hoea c ki me ik wadda decison le penda ghar dea de against jake

Tere bi 2 waar rishte tute
Us to baad u were enough strong to take strong decision

Tere 2 rishte tutan to baad mud ke wapis ayi c
Us time tu sochea ki me ghar dea di parwah nai krni

Heena ji same mere naal c
Jiwe tuci pehla stand nai c le sakde
Me bi nai c le pa reha

But jad sir te pai
Te meri fati
Me stand *** nu ready c

But bhenchod nu ta agg lagi c mere to pehla viah krwan di

Jad kendi c me ki 1 saal ni viah krwana
Te *** ki ** gea c?

Salie eni agg lagi hoi c?

Its better
To just quietly
Miss someone
Rather than
To let them
Know
And get no
Response!

Bus kr putt
Hor kina rowayegi
Do ghadi so *** de

Ki kr dit he menu
Sala dimag wicho thuhada khyal janhi nai reha
Raata nu bi
Kam te bi
Bahar bi
Gaddi wich bi
Sab jagah tuci

Sala metho jarea hi nai ja reha ki tuci kise hor de ** gaye

Breakup tak theek c
But ah ni jarea ja reha mere to
Kiwe tuci kise naal bed share kr sakde?
Kiwe bhenchod
Ik wari mere nal gal ta krdi ki meri engagment ** rahi

Had he

Mil gea *** chen?
Mil gea sakuun

Pichli baar wi had teri engagment hoi c
Menu kuj ni c pata

Meri sali koi value howe ta dase koi menu

Because of you
I laugh a little harder
Smile a little less
And cry a lot more

Udo t bada kendi c ki me viah ni krwana 1 saal
Tere to baad wich viah hou mera
Ta *** kyu mere to oehla munda lab lea?
Kyu viah krwaya mere to pehla?

Ki mere naali jyada pyar karn lag *** he us nu?

Menu ta ewe lag reha
Jiwe mere marn di dua kr rahi howe

Kher allah teri eh dua bi kabool kre
“Aameen”

Ron da bi swaad aunga
Jad howange ik duje dia baaha wich

Kuj galan bi sunange
Kuj honke bi lawnage
Te thoda ja chup hoke
Tere wall dekhange

Tenu shyad *** na pawe fark koi
Geran di jo ** *** he

Aj marn to bachea ha
Khyala wich khoea hoea c
Single road c
Samne to bus wala c
Bus wale ne hi cut mar lea nai ta
Wich bajni c gaddi
Kyu tang kita menu
Marna ta iko waari mar le

I know ki bada kuj change ** gea he thuhadi life wich
*** mere lai thuhadi life wich koi jagah  nai he

heena ji par is baar kuj alag he
apna breakup pehla bi hoea
kai baar hoea
viah thuhda pehla bi fix hoea c
us time ena nai c feel hoea jina is baar ** reha

fati pai he meri
paralysis da attack tak hoea thuhade viah to agle din
4 din hospital admit reha ha

meri kidney ne kam band kr dita c over drinking krke.
me kade drink ni kiti but is baar kiti
rajj ke drink kiti

heena me lakh bura ha
par pata ni is baar bahut kuj alag he
daily ro reha ha
raat 2 nu waje son reha ha bcz u r coming in my thoughts
te neend nai andi
swere 4 waje akh khu jandi he te bcz u di yaad a jandi

i know ki *** kuj ni ** sakda
bcz me kita bura u naal
par pachta reha ha
mar reha ha
maut bi nai a rahi menu sali

kiwe seh paunga eh dukh sari jindagi
samj ni anda sala

Aj pre wedding c meri
Ik ik pal tu hi c samne
Menu ta usde wich bi tu hi dikh rahi c
Dil wi dhadak reha c
Te jaan bi nikal rahi c
Miss bi ena kr reha c
Har har pal tenu soch reha c
Ki agar apna viah hunda ta ewe hunda
Ewe hunda, uwe hund
Fee jado sham
Nu ghar chlea c patiala to
Sachi bada roea me car wich
Uchi uchi gaane laga ke
Mang reha c maafi
Pata nai kisto mang reha c
Mafi
Dua wi mang reha c marn di
Ki accident ** jawe mera raste wich

Mere to nafrat karni he
Te eni nafrat kri
Ki jado me mara
Te teri jubana te iko gal awe
Ki “changa hoea mar gea”

Bichar ta gea e sajjna,
Par yakeen mann
Tu milega sab nu
Par talash tenu meri hi hou

I stopped writing.
Not because I fell out of love with it...
My emotions just seemed to disappear.

I started a new medication.
The doctor said it would help my panic disorder, and it did.
I took that pill, like my mother talks to God (every morning).

When I went back to the doctor she said we had to up the dosage because apparently having 2 panic attacks a week still isn't okay.
I told her that when I woke up this morning I got out of bed without crying, but she didn't consider that as much of a victory as I did.

When I was put on a higher dosage, my emotions shut down.
After a few weeks I stopped crying, my OCD got better, my panic attacks were gone, and I could even to my office without my heart trying to win a race against my thoughts.

I could breathe.

But, I also stopped having fun.
I felt like a stranger in my own body.
My emotions found the exit on the plane and jumped, never to be found again.

Since when did being able to breathe require me to feel like this?

मैं उस तन्हाई में भी जिया हूं,,,,

जहां लोग अक्सर मर जाया करते हैं"...

meri dhadkan bi sunai de rahi menu
samj ni a reha
yaad kr reha ha tenu
ya maut a rahi he menu

Zindagi bahut badi he
Kite na na kite ta jarur milange

Tu aj rusi hoi jarur he
Kite na kite ta jarur dikhange

Aj jee rahe ya teri yaad wich
Kade na kade ta jarur marange

You say you are not going anywhere,
You tell me you will not leave,
Yet, when I look for you, you are not there.
Without you, there is only me.
I miss us.

We have shared good times and bad.
We have spent so many hours together.
Each day you are not here, makes me sad.
I ask myself, where are you? All I see is me.
I miss us.

We have shared hopes and dreams,
We have shared our hearts and our souls.
We have shared our thoughts and schemes
Here I am all alone.
I miss us.

Will you return one day?
This I do not know.
I fear you have forever gone away.
I miss us.

There is no more laughter, no more dreams
There are no more hopes, no more future.
There is only me.
I miss us.