Morning 3:43 am

*** bi bhulekha jeha pe reha
Lag reha jiwe koi dhokh jeha ** reha mera naal
Jiwe eh ik supna ja hi howe
Jiwe eh sach he hi nai
Ik jhuthi jahi umeed haje bi lagai beth ha
Ik jutha jeha veham haje bi pali betha ha
Sab kuj sach hunde hoye bi
Sab kuj juth jeha lag reha he
Kiwe keh da
Kiwe bhul ja
Bus *** ik tera hi asra he
*** bus maut da hi aasra he

5 waje hoye ne
Gurdwara sahib betha ha
And ro reha ha
Tere lai ro reh ha

Tadap reha ha
Gor bi tadapda rahunga
Par tenu dekhan nai aaunga

Miss kr reha ha
Miss karda bi rahunga
Par tenu miln nai anda

Saliye ki keha c
Kuj kar lAyegi, je me koi gal kiti
Ena bi bura nai c me

Ro reha ha tenu dekhan lai
Ro reha ha tenu milN de lai
Par sala tere wal nu per chakan di himmat nai hundi

Yaar ena bi mada nai c me
Ik war dasea ta hunda

Gaalan bi nai lad sakda tenu ta
Ki milju menu gaalan kad ke

Sachi dasa. 5 waj rahe ne
Tera hi sapna aya hoea c
Bus ehi ik jariya reha gea he
Tenu dekhan da te tenu milan da

Par pata sapne wich bi tu
Beganea **** mildi he
Na gal kardi he
Na hi mildi he
Bus sirf dikhai dindi he

Hate u kudiye

Thanks aj supne wich aan lai
Bada dil c thuhanu dekhan da
Sohne lag rahe c
Yellow suit paya hoea c tuci
Bindi lagai hoi c choti wali

Kaash me thuhade office niche ake geda maar sakda
Par dar lagda tuci kuj galt n kr lawo

Acha me dasna ta bhul hi gea
Me depression di medicine le reha ha kuj days to, local dr to.

And aj tuci name
Change kita he na.

Ta *** gal
Suno meri,
Me bahut jal lea, me bahut tadap lea.
*** thyhadi bari he.
*** wekho ki krda me
Bina kuj kahe
Bina bole
Kiwe ruwanda ha thuhanu

Oh **, khan saab.
Laga lea khan naam de naal.
Mubarka meri sister nu.
Veera bolea c na menu
Koi na, veere di dua bi le lao

Am ready for divorce, tuci daso?
Karwana viah mere naal?
Me seriously ready ha
Nai reha ja reha mere to

Badky missing u yaar.
Ewe kyu ayi jande sapne wich
Swer de 5 waje hoye.
Ewe neend khrab krti

Besshak
Allah behtreen
Badla lene wala he

*** tak me theek c
But *** belar jarur banuga
*** sab kuj tere karke hou
Tenu ta kuj nai kenda
But aap nu bada kuj kru ***
*** dekhdi reh
Kiwe adat panda ha nashea di apne aap nu
Sab kuj tere krke.

Yaar ki he,
Jaruri nai jo me kit ohi tuci kro mere naal
Rab da wasta heena ji. Karlo gal
Theek a me nai hega kabil
Me nAi gal karan de kayak
Manea ki life bardbard kar diti thuhadi
Par meri bi koi sukhi nai chal rahi
Tuci fer bi mere nAlo jyada hi kush hone
Metho nai ** pa reha
Rah da wasta ik wari gal krke khtam kr sab kuj

Yaar kyu leni deni kiti hoi meri
kar la ik waar gal please.
peri penda tere.
samj ja yaar, mere to sachi sehan nai hunda eh sab
menu ik bari keh de ki menu bhul ja
me sachio bhul jau
but ewe ***** latka ke na ja

had a yaar, ik bari sirf ik bari bol de.
me sachi kade tang nai kru.

Bus bathera ** gea
Rona dhona,
*** tera time a gea ron da
Dekh *** tenu yaad bi nai krda me

Whether it was
My mistake your yours
But it was our relation.

Galti bhawe meri c
Ya teri
Par rishta ta apna c
Jo khtam ** gea
@ @
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Me mar jawa
Tenu meri koi khabar na lage,
Tu menu labdi rAhe
Te tenu meri qabar na mile

Yaar seriously. You have ****** me badly.
Eni buri tara naal fat rahi meri
Me das nai sakda
Daily regrets
Daily rona
Daily ehi kam
** gea
Morning de 4 waje hoye ne
Nd me ehi tehi krwa reha thuhanu soch soch ke
Bhenchod nu ik war bi meri yaad nai andi honi
Te me ethe lea marwa reha apni

Koi na putt, din mere bi aau. Bhawe thode din lagu
Putt jinni fat rahi na meri, tuci samj nai sakde
Menu ena bi lata ki tuci meria eh gallan read bi nai krde
Lod bi ki he
Meri aukat bi ki c u dj kife wich
Saliye kade meri value pai bi c?
Agar pain hundi ta ah din na dekhda me
Me thuhanu bi barabar da kasuurbaar samjda ha is takleef lai
Koi na putt, thoda time de
Dekh bina bole te bina kuj kahe kiwe tadpaun tenu jiwe aj me tadap reha

****** up yaar, i hate it

You will search for me,
In every person you are with.
But darling you know what?
I won’t be FOUND!!

Swer de 4 wajan wale ne
Nd me ki kar reha
Sirf thuhade ware soch reha
Pata nai ki chL reha he life wich
Tang ** gea ha
Dimag kehnda bhul ja us nu kanjra
Par dil kehnda ehi ta meeth meetha dard he, jo naal rehna he

Me cha ke bi bhula nai pa reha
Me chanda ha ki bhul
Jawa
Par nai ** pa reha.

Sala jad dekho u da te u de husabnd da mind wich a janda
Ki tuci us naal
Kush **, me kushi naal koi problem nai, me chanda ki hamesha kush raho
Par mera dil man hi nAi reh
Haje bi thuhade wal nu ja reha
Menu sachi samj nai anda me ki kra

I seriously want to move on, but samj nai a reha kiwe

Last time nalo bi jyada ikha is baar

Usually I don’t miss you,

But today, I am dying to see you

Yaad rakhunga
Ki tuci ewe bhul gaye
Jiwe me kade thuhadi life wich aya hi nai

Wese wadiya bi he, ki lod he menu yaad rakhan di bi

Years ago
We stayed up till
3 am talking,
And today
I don’t even know
How to say hi,

jisda milna qismat wich nai hunda,
Soh lage
Ude naal mohabat kamaal di hundi a

Jaan jandi si jinu jande hoye dekh ke
Ajj unu kise hor naal jande dekh reha ha

I seriously hate my self, ****.
Fatdi he meri, tenu kisi hor naal soch ke
Tenu bilkul bi andaza nai
Ki beetdi he
Kinni fatdi he
Ki kuj karn nu dil krda

Menu ta ande hi ande ne
Meri gharwali nu bi tere supne aan lag gaye
Kal
Kendi ik
Gal
Dasa, me keha daso. Kendi gussa na kreo
Me kal sapne wich heena dekhi.
Nd me shocked. Me ki kaha te ki nai.

Usnu bada dar lagda thuhade to. Kai baar roi he oh bi thuhade krke

Yaar ki a
Bus kar, na kar hor tang
Me sachi bada dukhi ** gea ha life to
Mere to sachi bardash nai ** reha
Daily dia ladaiya
Daily de jhagde
Sala viah na hoea pata nai ki ** gea.

Uto teri yaad nai jandi
Bus kar yaar, jad *** tu apni life wich kush he
Ta menu bi kush reh *** de
Kyu yaad ayi ja rahi he baar baar

Daily tera nd tere husband da khyal
Anda
Daily fatdi he meri
Daily Dimag khrab hunda
Nai seh hunda sachi yaar

*** tak ta shyad pregnent bi ** *** huni tu
Menu nai samj a reha
Me kiwe nikla teria yaadan cho
Har gaane wich
Har moment wich
Tenu labda
Bhen di lun narak hoi bi jindagi.

Sala pata nai kad kheda chutu teria yaadan to

Manea ki sab kuj paa launga
Me apni zindagi wich,
Par oh tera mehndi lagea hath
Kade mera nai ** sakda

Kyu tang kita hoea yaar
jad *** chad hi *** he
ta nikal bi ja mere dimag wicho
mere dil wicho
ewe kyu baar baar aake dimag khrab kar rahi
me bilkul bi concentrate nai kr pa reha apne business te
har time ohi purania gallan chli ja rahiya mind wich
jad *** chad ke ja chuki he
ta apnia yaadan bi le ja
menu ni chahidia eh yaadan
metho ni roea janda sala daily daily
Please. yaad ana band kar
me last time badi okhi recovery kiti c
etki nai ** rahi recovery
please koi dua kari ki menu tu yaad na awe.
hell bani hoi life.

Menu supne ande rehnde a
Tere te ode ni
Ohnu bhenchod nu sine te sulawe
Tu har raat hanere ni
Mera chehra nai ghumda
Tere odo chaar chufere?

Une matha chumea pehla?
Ya hath chumme tere?

Son nai dinde menu eh khyaal
Sari raat ehi soch ke lang janda
Ki kite pregnent ta nai hongai
Aj eh kita hona
Oh kita hona
Dil te satt lagdi he
Bus hanju nai ande, bcz show nai kr sakda hanju
Udo ronda ha andro andri

Menu apni galti di saz mil rahi he
Nd me kush ha ki menu saza mil rahi he
Saali fat jandi he
Nd daily fatdi he

I badly missed u,
Me qismat movie dekhAn gea c
And I am missing u.

I know mera *** koi haq nai
Te me kuj keh bi nai reha
Na me kuj kehna u nu
Bus ena das reha ki
Menu cheri cheti mil dhola
Me theek naio tere bin

koi dukh te nahi tainu
Tera fikar rahe mainu

Tera kivein laggeya hona
Dil mera taan lagge na tere bin

Mainu chheti chheti mil dholna
Main te theek nahi aan tere bin

Socheya si ki, te ki ** gaya ae
Saddi vaari rabb so gaya ae
Kariye ki, kithe jaaiye
Kihde kollon mangiye dua

Mainu dine hanera laggda ae
Chanann jehe tere chehre bin

Mainu chheti chheti mil dholna
Main te theek nahi aan tere bin

Milna zaroor, tu kar intezar mera
Kallan kallan zakham main bharun tera

Maran ni dena tainu mainu
Eddan meri jaan

Ik pal vi jeen ni dena
*** main tainu mere bin

Mainu chheti chheti mil dholna
Main te theek nahi aan tere bin

Jide nAl gal kitte bina
Din nai langda c,
Una nu das dau ki
Oh ajj bi yaad andi he

Nafrat kardi he na mere naal?
Ta sun,
*** nafrat is tarah kari
Ki jis din me mara
Tere tere muh bus ehi nikle
Ki “shukar he marea sala”

Nafrat he
Keha na nafrat he
Nafrat he te bus nafrat he
Ik baar nafrat he
Do baar nafray he
Tin baar nafrat he
Hazar bar nafrat he
Lakh baar nafrat he
N+1 bar nafrat he
Bus nafrat hi nafrat he
Hor das kinni bar kaha ki nafrat he
Jinni bar keha c ki tere naal
“Pyar he”
Bus uni baar nafrat he

Me sach dasa
Kuj likhna nai c chanda
But aj rukea ni ja reha
Jis din da reliance wich dekhea he
Mann bada bechen ** rakhea he
Ohi halat dubara ** rahe
Jis to me apne aap nu kad reha

Tuci bade patle lag rahe c, jiwe kamjor ** gaye howo.

Menu yakeen nai c ** reha ki tuci hi **.
Me seriously rab to dua mang reha c ki ik wari dikh jawe nd tuci dikh gaye. No doubt pehla bi dua krda ha. But us din dua ne kam kita.

Metho control nai c ** reha.
Samj nai c a reha ki kara.
Us din second time me apna hath marea c wall te. Nd mass fatt gea c mere hath da.
Me apni wife nu keha ki gir gea c.
First time udo marea c jado tuci first time roye c. Jis din tuci menu first time call krke bulaya c gurdwara sahib de samne.
Us time hath bach gea c but is time mass fatt gea,

Sorry disturb kita.
Koshish krunga ki dubara kuj na likha.

Hazaar shikwe or kai
Dino ki berukhi,
Unki ek jhalak or sab
Rafa-dafa

Hate u

** bi c
Ik coincidence c
Me jaan buj ke kuj nai kita

I am dying
To talk with
U
But you seriously
Don’t
Care...

I hold
You
Always
Within
ME

After all of this pain
If there is a heart left to give
It is yours

U and me
We both are swiming
In this fire together

Kal jinni meri fati me das nai sakda
Ik
Passe kush bi c, ki badi mushkil naal dekhen nu milea thuhanu.
And dusre paase fati hoi c
Yaar na aawo please
Me sachi bahut okha control kr reha ha
Apne aap nu track te lekema reha ha
Tuci soch bi nai sakde meri kya halat Si aj
Nai samj sakde tuci
2:24 am 15aug

Bus me das nai sakda, ki ki chal reha c dimag wich
Jis time tera husband kol aya ta sachi dil kr reha c ki sala lad pawa us naal.
Mere kol ta bahana bi c ladan da sale naal.
Sala mere to pehla meri cheez jo le gea.
Tareliya a rahiya c menu
Ena jyada pasina aya menu
Deep bhaji bi menu dekh ke soch rahe c ki ** ki gea paji nu.
Samj ta gaye c oh bi, kis gal
Krke enia tareliya aa rahiya ne.

I will never tell her,
How much I cried that day.

Asi ta ji apne dil nu
halka karn de lai likhde a
nai ta
jis te hanjua da koi asar nai hoea
sade likhe lafja da ki asar hou.

Dawai *** naal teria hichkia
Nai katan waliya.
Je ilaaz chandi he ta
Meri maut di dua karea kar kudiye.

ik gal te dass mainu
Jo zehan ch hai mere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlaan
Yaa hath chumme tere

tere bullan di tareef pakka
Keeti honi ae
Tere jisam te nishani koi
Ditti honi ae
Haaye kujh taan hoya ae
Dona de dassde chehre
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

** mainu supne aunde rehnde aa
Ohde te tere ni
Ohnu seene te sulaavein
Tu har raat-henere ni
Mera chehra nai ghummda
Tere ohdon char chufere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

Preet waangu pyar oss ton
Zaahir nahin hona
Paise wala taan hona ae
Par shaayar nahin hona

Ohde naal lai layi tu
Main maut naal lai loon phere

and he looked at the moon,
hoping she might be
looking at it
at the same time.

Hate you.

*** tak ta tuci pregnant bi ** gaye hone
thuhanu kuj ni pata ehna thoughts naal kini fatdi he
dil daily karda he ki thuhdae office de samne aawa
te ake dekha u nu
but control kr lenda ha kisi na kisi tarah
daily raat nu 2 mint kharar bus stand te ruk ke janda ha,
ki thuhade ghar wal nu jawa ya na jawa.
dil ena krda ki shyad chatt te tuci khade howe te me dekh lawa
but fer dimag kenda chad rehn de dilla.
kyu tang krna us nu
oh kushi kushi apni life spend kr rahi he
ta usdi life kyu spoil krni

Yaar I want to see you.
fati hoi a meri
thuhanu bilkul bi fikar ni andi?
ki kiwe reh reha hona me?
daily ronda ha
daily yaad andi he thuhadi.
But serioulsy u r stone heart
kash me bi ban jawa dubara ewe da
pehla changa bhalwa ban gea c
jado jalandhar to bad breakup hoea c
*** sala pata nai ki ** gea
us time bi 6-8 months lagge c recovery lai
but is time sala ** hi nai reha
menu bi dasdo ewe da ki kara me
ki bhul jawa u nu
jiwe tuci bhul gaye

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Menu nai pata kiwe ehsaan pura karunga me thuhada.