You don't have a lot of money yet you spend as if you do.

Your not a player but you try to play people all the time.

You are not a magician but you try to make me disappear

You arnt a comic yet you make jokes of me all the time.

The only thing you really do have but never try to use it

Is a Heart..

Darknes at times feels like my friend.
Early mornings brings me to a different state of mind.
A sunset changes the way I feel at that time

I love the dark because I can relate to dark places like the darkness that I feel is  in my heart.

I enjoy the  early morning it seems like the whole world is still asleep therefore Im feeling peaceful.

Sunsets remind me me to,get ready for the next day and that's why sunsets changes the way I was  feeling as I watched  the sun fade away.

I work hard 5 days a week I sweat, I get ***** calus palms and ashy hands is what work does to me .

I get paid and still I haven't got a penny to my name .

Is this a freaking joke can anyone here me. ?

I just got paid and I'm still freakin broke.

It's a joke.

Every single penny went from rent down to gas . Are we stupid killing our selves to make honest cash.

Do u hear me does anyone comprehend? .

I work hard all week I get paid and I still have nothing to eat.

It's a freakin shame I can not catch a break.

This life we live it's a ******* joke.

Can anyone hear me ? Do you comprehend

I Just got paid and I'm still broke. It's a freakin joke.

I'm  dead I have been since birth.

    I breathe, I see and I speak.

    It's the inside is what I mean.
    I feel nothing, but hurt,sorrow and
    pain.

   To laugh ,giggle and be joyfully is like
  taking candy from a baby. It's hard.

   I've  tried suicide but I couldn't do it.

  But I now have a better solution. One
  I can follow through with.

To drive my truck off a cliff under the
influence and me in it of course.
  
   To those who say they love me and care.

Don't you dare shed a tear. No funeral no service let them burn my body and throw away the ashes.
  
If I didn't have a place I really liked when I was alive I sure don't have one when I'm dead.
    
So when you get a text from me that reads the word Goodbye.... You can best believe I have already died.

The text would  be a schedule one to be sent out at a chosen time.

Remenencing on the years we spent together.
All the things we've done together, all the stuff we saw all the **** we caused. All the people we've met together ,
and everything we said to each other, was the best days of my life.
     Something that I will cherish forever. Never forget ,ever regret, and I would never ever want to do it with anyone else
     A lessened learned and an experience that stands alone.
     You were my company, you were my laughter,
you were eyes and my ears,
you even shared my tears.
You were my voice when I couldnt speak.
You were my pillow so I can sleep you were so many special  things to me .
But the one that is most important than any of the above
is that ......You were always a friend to me