So many so many in my head,
    a million secrets tucked away
    never to surface. Never to be told.

    Secrets with so many people the names have faded from my brain.
  
So many years in hiding ,these secrets no longer have a name.
     Except for a few ,or many of millions.
    
These secrets hold a different kind of secrecy . These are the speacial ones.
    The ones that play again and again in my mind.
    
   The kind that makes me smile, and have me cry, the kind of secretes that gets  me aroused . Secrets that also makes me sad.
  
These are the kind of secrets I will never ever regret.
    These are the secrets of Me and Someone else.

   The best kind of secrets, the ones you'll  never tell.

She didn't know that he saw her before there eyes ever met.

   She wasn't aware that he kissed her lips many times before the actual kiss.

  She never knew that he felt her before he felt her.

    She didn't have a clue about the love he held for her a long time before his lips ever whispered the words, I love you, in her ear.

    A seperation occurred after a two year one way love affair.

  A reunion came forth three months later.

   I bet he wished he would have known.
That the love he held for her.
Would no longer be there. Before she whispered the words ,I love you. In his ear.

Love was to late.
For the love that was Reversed

Alone Isn't bad
This is not a sad poem
I like my company
Wish they were more of me

Imaginary friends stay by my side
This you probally call crazy.

To dream doesn't call for sleep I dream of me in a whole new life .
I'm whoever I want to be.

Me, myself ,and I

No matter where you look, it will not be with in your sight.

It doesn't matter how far you walk it will not be within your reach.

You can't drive to it.
You can't go online for it
You can't buy it
Make it
Invent it
You can't even copy it.

It's not yours to find
It's not yours to search
You'll never own it

No matter how hard you search
It will never be found .

BECAUSE

LOVE

Love comes to you.
And only then, is when
You can lose it.
or you can keep it.

That choice is yours.

I awake at 3 am I fill my cup with coffee open my front door and I sit on the top step and I light a cigarette.

It's dark the streets are wet because it had rained for most of the day.

There's a slight breeze so I hear the shaking leaves from the trees .

The whole world is still asleep .
I at that time feel so a peace.

Drips from water running from the drain pipes is a beatiful sound for a dark wet windy night .

This is my time when the world is mine that's why I wake at 3 am.

You don't have a lot of money yet you spend as if you do.

Your not a player but you try to play people all the time.

You are not a magician but you try to make me disappear

You arnt a comic yet you make jokes of me all the time.

The only thing you really do have but never try to use it

Is a Heart..

Darknes at times feels like my friend.
Early mornings brings me to a different state of mind.
A sunset changes the way I feel at that time

I love the dark because I can relate to dark places like the darkness that I feel is  in my heart.

I enjoy the  early morning it seems like the whole world is still asleep therefore Im feeling peaceful.

Sunsets remind me me to,get ready for the next day and that's why sunsets changes the way I was  feeling as I watched  the sun fade away.