Alone I stand
alone I'll stay
just like every other day
Friends are gone
girls don't stay
That has always been the way
Chain my heart
Chain my hate
For that is my only fate
Someone come
unchain me now
My only thought is when and how

I torture myself. I love the torture. Torture consoles me. Me as the body. Me as the soul. Me as my blood. Blood so sweet. Blood of my lips. Lips to teeth. teeth to bite. Bite to taste. Taste the rush. Rush of pleasure.