I know repeating **** doesn’t help. I know you seeing it doesn’t help. The last few weeks I’ve been a ****. Lashing out on you wasn’t it. Yes I’ve been too emotional and I know it was too much. I just kept going and going to the point you would just give up. I’m proud of you getting things together for and your son. I want the best for you and I hope it’s done. Hope you can forgive me for doing too much. Never wanted to lose you and cut things up. Yes we’ve only had a little time.. but within those times I hoped you would be mine. I hope to be your friend that I really do. But to tell you I really do still like you. I’m mad at myself for being too much. Yes I have my moments, yes I say **** I don’t mean. I can’t change nothing About it. Me writing this I don’t expect you to change how you feel. I’m writing this for you cause it’s a real deal. You saw me act on my lowest and that’s not me yasey. I can’t do nothing about it. You are beautiful woman that wants real love. The curls that run down your hair affects me much. You lips, eyes, and nose are so so much. That you make me blush and have me think. That we could be something and make a link. So yes I’m gonna be who I am. You really a good person and respect you to the fullest. I’m sorry love cause Idk you to that point and what you’ve been going through. this is me to you. Take it as you want. You are a flower, shine bright.