how to live in a world
where everyone is gonna hurt
tired of living
but afraid to dying
I’m just trying
prayin and feelin
closer to healing

now I know
what is the thing
which hurts my feelings
I’m so lonely
just in my heart
there’s no one I can talk
without taking drugs
there’s no one I can lie
without taking shots
there are problems
which I can’t solve
till I know myself
so I have to burn my throat
with liquids
to cause the feelings
which help me to express my inner things
sorry to say
sorry to hear
but that is all I am to see

die while alive
lay in the ground
dig your grave
cause you won’t get away
from this place
full of grace

secret lovers in the rain
they’re like burdens in a train
hold each other’s secret
like no one else treated
others may be hate it
but the two might enjoy it
secret lovers in the night
like stars and moon on the sky
hold each other then disappeare day by day
it is how their love works these days
hiding it from the world
just to save themselves from the hurt
secret lovers in your mind
they’re like perfect strangers met in the same time
live together die together
they just don’t want to live without each other
they don’t care what they did
if it worth enough to not to quit
from the love of their heart
isn’t it perfect in your mind

I was hoping
since I was born
It’s a race
I couldn’t won
Hope I’ll find the way
back to home