They call me depression,
If you know me , then we’ve been friends before, I’m committed to this relationship
I promise I’ll be eternally yours
I may disappear from time to time
But I’ll always be back
You can trust that while I’m gone
My memory is one thing you won’t lack
I don’t apologize for destroying your friendships, or your relationship with family, I don’t like it when you’re away from me, I don’t like seeing you happy,
Take my hand and I will show you darkness, I can’t promise at the end of this, that I won’t leave you heartless.. withdrawal and disassociate
Embody me into your soul
I promise you won’t have to do a thing
I’ll take full control .

I created a garden somewhere,
Deep inside my mind,
Filled with beautiful flowers
And a breathtaking sky.
when life got too heavy
Or I wanted to go hide
I’d go visit my Garlrden,
That I began planting when I was five
while I was there, I remember feeling safe, free, and happy to be alive,
But eventually a dark cloud started to pass by from time to time
When the clouds would roll in
My sun would go and hide
My blue sky had turned grey
And all the flowers had started to sue
I watched and I cried,
as my world fell apart
right before my very eyes ..
Snap back to reality
I guess I must have zoned out
My safe place was gone
So what am I supposed to do now ?
Both my hands tied behind my back
And my feet, are chained to the ground.. the old me is lost and I just want her to be found .