Are you there God?
It's me again
Needing your ear
Have you been listening
To my words of pain and fear
Can you see the pain of my sorrow
It's so very clear
Others see it on my face
But they don't feel it in here
It's a feeling of questions;
Words;  thoughts; doings; actions;
Love- all bundled in one!!!
If you threw it against the wall-
It would explode like a bomb!

It's still don't explain
My feelings of pain
The night she went away

You forgot
I had to talk to her
Just a few days more
To tell her
I love her
And needed her more

You could have warned me
And told me the pain was to come
I would have told you

" I'd rather have her be here
On Earth
And don't see her--
Then never see her at all!!!"

Now  my Lord
Do you see the pain
Of my sorrow
How long will it stay
I won't need it tomorrow

I must remember
Never forget
For your son was also
Taking away long ago;

Is she there
Does she hear
What I need her to hear-

I love you
And miss you
Always my dear!!

I thought of you today;
You were by my side
Waiting for me to tell you
Why:
Why is the sky blue,
Momma,
Why
when it rains
It makes you blue

Will my sister have
my
eye color of  blue
Will she love me
As I do you

Why
Mama
Do lil babies
cry
so hard
Why do they get quiet
When you
come into the room

Why
don't my tree stay green
All year round

Why is my hair yellow
Hers is brown
With that lil curl
Upon her brow

Why
Mama
Do you call me
Her  name
And my name her

Have you forgotten
Which one we were

Or would you just
Like to know

Why
Too

Why
Mama
Do you look so blue