each time l look in the mirror
all the memories of us remain visible
seeing standing in front of me
now those sights cant be unseen
l try and smile because its over
but the glass breaks and cuts me
each cut showing the negativity between us
constituting karma as my sins for revenge
I’m sorry you don’t realise my pain and misery
you got another man in your life so suddenly
trying to mask the pain with fresh people
the pain never heals and so does time realising it won’t
each day unfolds knowing you aren’t here
the aromas of your perfume still remind me of you
shadows lurking around every corner
making me realise l didn’t deserve you
constitutions always seek the fears l have
forcing me to risk the chance l have of forgiveness
just to hurt other people with accusations you said l did
lies are like glass you always break
its been months and l haven’t recovered
feeling so worthless and full of regret
i seriously hope you’re happy because I’m not
thanks for the good and the bad.
Sincerely Your Ex.