So, so

As I ponder, as I look, as I see, hear and watch life transpire

I look, not ever sure, not even clear of my desires…

That is my curse, never sure, never knowing

Never, Never committing, apologies to those I hurt, at least my pain is showing

So many that have crossed my path, trusting but realizing, to move past

I always am happy for you, but thankful many of our friendships last

Can’t explain it, don’t even know… a part of me has grown from all of those that I held close

I see, see you happy, and have some remorse, but truthfully I see you in the meadows

So, so

Meadows of life and embrace the time we had, I am lucky, to you all, my love perseveres

So, so

I simply have taken all my interactions and built, become who you see…  it endears

Challenges

Life, love, and relationships are full of trials and tribulations

Too many to list, yet we continue to exist

Finding a way, a street, a world, that will give us strength and less frustrations

See clearly who you are supposed to be, be it, don’t resist

Challenges are sure to appear

Don’t fret, don’t fail to show your resolve

There is only being, only life, without fear

See, see clear, face trouble and solve

Challenges, yeah they will come

Challenge yourself, persevere and never be undone

Seeing

See, look, know, even the blind can see, see people for who they are

Listen, feel, touch but always see and look beyond the stars

Grasp life, hold it, embrace, see,  truly observe

Watching, knowing truths, not being clouded, just obtain what you deserve

See, yes truly be, stay humble and be a guide

Guide those that are in need, you’ll be surprised

Rewards that have no monetary value, are the goal of the wise

Learn everyday, see clear, avoid conflict and others demise

See
See
Look close
You will know
Your life will be fulfilled
Your experience, life, defined, without obligation
Just simply see, be

Twists

Many roads, many travels, seeing the world, people and who they are

Some I have met near and some from afar

Sharing stories of life family and our struggles

Avoid the boastful few who seem to be all around

Salt of the earth types those are my people, I have found

Let’s talk of love lost, family and our travels

Before things get difficult and the world unravels

Find that being alone, in a crowded space, is my safe place

Love to see interaction, love to see others embrace

Embrace their world, their people and their being

So enriching to observe those loving and living

Time slips past quickly, take hold of what you can, and never relent or give up

Do what is needed, and forge a existence you can leave behind

A life, friendships and family that will always have you on their mind…

A life that is lost is only one that simply had no one

No one to carry their torch and continue their journey

I want my time to to have gifted others friendship and love, I want none to ever mourn me

Please, my time is not up, yet I want it known, I live for my children and my friends

For that I know my story will never end

The Song

Life it moves quick, and we don’t realize, time is precious, not long

All of us carry a burden, but also a song

A song we follow within our hearts
Music taps into it, that is where it starts

Follow it, don’t repel
It’s like a spell

A spell that allows you to endure all life has to offer or take
Music, the song it keeps you moving and awake

Feel the beat, feel the rhythm, let it sink in
Your song is playing, inside you, if you follow you win

Be present, show you listen and know the song
Do it now, before you are gone

Feel the song
Live by the song
Hold it close and live
Remember your song is there to give

Complicated

Well we’ve been down  the road a few times
We think we know, learn, but we are truly blind

Unknowingly, instinctively we succumb to our desires
Yet knowing what will surely transpire

We end up where we began, no passing “Go”
Sent back to the same life as we know

When will we move ahead and buy “park place and boardwalk”
Not in the cards unless a change is made, grow, and stop the talk

Hate the game, hate the rules,
But it is simply how we chose

Can’t go back, only ahead, only one direction
Don’t stray, don’t seek acceptance or perfection

Simply be true, honest and have compassion
Certainly with that, great things will happen

Complicated
Yeah life is twisted
But unravel the code
Be you, show you, and you cannot be resisted

Questioning

Here, there… nowhere
I ponder I think
Should I do different, does anyone care
I believe in others and that is the link
I enjoy life and will always  share

Share my ability to make friends

Is that where it ends


There is a connection to what’s to come
Finding my purpose
I strive,feeling things have been left undone
My true feelings are sure to surface

Can’t hide the truth
Or who you are
No questions, simply you,  don’t need to be sleuth
Be real, be a lucky star

Questioning the life I chose
Reasoning, wondering what is right
In the end I will be judged I suppose
I think, wonder, did I provide darkness or light