Straggler wondering a barren sea frothing at the seams,
Chatter coming from beneath the ice, hearing distant screams,

Burning freeze upon his bare feet,
Icy feeling like concrete,
Yearning for warmth as he is uneased,
No escape from frozen sheets.

He was just in paradise back and forth twice,
Closed from the mind he is now lost in time,
Intertwining thoughts just won't stop,
His propose in frost is capsulated and lost.

Once a visionary leader and naturally loves healer,
Far from the beach listening to those who screech he's now a fellow bleeder,
Lowered by others demeanor who assimilate as deaths cleaver.

The air is heavy with a deathly starry medley,
making him a shallow breather choked by the reaper,
But being a believer from ghosts past into the darkness,
perpetuates a dreadful fever upon his worn carcass.

Frozen lost slipping on froth,
His monks cloth now colored to goth,
His soul is crossed which will never defrost,
Melting ambitions are glossed by the frost.

Wondering lost and abused he is misused, his decaying flickering spirit Bemused,
Never to regain a path forward he's consumed,
Walking backwards in life his path never concludes.

Drooping fear and dripping turmoil,

catching a vicious cycle in recoil,

Splatters the decayed and fermented topsoil,

Bringing seeds of chaos to a steady boil,

Blooming at night the soil will harvest plans unspoiled,

Creeping like veins pumping crude oil,

Penetrating and shaking at night it toils,

Holding it's grasp to clasp like a gargoyle.


The rising Anger multiplying tensity,

To reach the darkness committing felony,

Hiding within marvel in blinding intensity,

Collecting blinding Disarray gaining density,

Photosynthesis of the confusion turns to ebony,

Heartache stored devilishly for energy,

Lacking compassion to show no empathy.


Eating the mentally capacitating staple makes you incapable,

Unshakable you shiver dread losing your vocational,

Spirit dismissed you're feeling dismissed,

The grasp unbreakable and forever untraceable,

Wishing instead to starve as the hollow spirits carve,

This plantation by incarnation shapes formation,

blocking salvation it's stagnation draws damnation.


Gargoyles shapes perched upon your hearse,

Harvesting this Belligerent form of Disarray plants the curse,

To recoil the host it chose,

Falling prey to dismay only worse.

Pushed to the edges of the devil's fauceted design,

Relentlessly pushing me to be tormented till I'm realigned,

Every bad choice bestowed by mind control in the murderess who I'd confide,

Nothing feels right, I've lost my sight, downwards plight to the end I've declined,

Her deceit cut out my feet to stumble on stubbled meat at her level to greet, as she cheats to stomp my heart with cleats,

She smirked while her bellowing heart flirts with templating quirks to lure frenemies in her skirt, heartlessness filled with her venomous heart as my new nemesis,

The discard with no regard has my soul charred, soullessness with her selflessness I'm locked in and barred,
Protecting the weak who look to me and seek me as their guard,
she's fast to exploit the past rubbing distasteful distress trapped in her mindful junkyard,

The end begins within as the nightmare scares except those who pretend,
My hand was lent and bent as she killed to be thrilled by those hands in contempt,

Deaths breath proved dooms gloom so rude to exclude an angelic relic of the hearts far apart,
pushed and ambushed, I crumble by her rumble of a deeply creepy leaping within the soul by sin to lose control,

The Interminable Agony pushed me to be a phantom,
A lost spirit cursed to walked this earth forever abandoned,
The Suffering by clandestine infusion to hell, I'm endlessly fashioned to be saddened.

Walking alone in the mist of deceit,
Heavy breathing billowing down to my feet,
The one I trust is someone I cannot keep,
Willfully complaisant in the role of a sheep,
Giving everything on this battlefield too steep,
I'm enamored to be courting, but now I weep.

Arms stretched, mind benched, legs drenched, body wrenched, my portrait of a family, a pursuit of forbidden fruit.

Her lies in thickness I can't recognize,
My cries to rid this sickness compartmentalize,

I've accomplished the impossible knightly,
She destroyed the possibility frightningly,
The children shielded of being scorn admirably,
Family perturbed and overwrought widely,
Friends preserve and safeguard concisely,
Triangulations throng her presence authoritatively,
The grimness overtaking the air forever nightly.

One domino regressed to the fallen,
bringing the collapse upon all of them,

Irony of the first domino on top,
The rest are outlined in chalk,
Holding them all up I fought,
But the pain never stopped,
I fall over plopped,
I can't walk.

Never able to achieve the masterpiece,
My soul in fleece is slowly released,
The devil has poached me from the crease,
I'll never be able to restack any piece.

Extremely difficult with physical discomfort

Strenuous discomfort aligned with the collapsing hopes as I no longer dream,

Mental sulphuric acid burning every stride in this life of late, Soaking my calloused feet,

Heavily burdensome anxiety detours fainted paths, lungs deteriorating because I can no longer breathe,

Venomous visions blinding my sight with horrors, this perpetuates the mind of the unseen,

Pleading for Soulful appraisal, I find my value for a run down life devalued by the queen,

The torturous Agony beams upon my plight with fright as I lose sight, my eyes covered in shameful gasoline,

The desire within this fire until I'm retired, the scheming reaper revealed her trap door in the smoke screen,

Falling around circular, emotions broken down to cellular, broken spirit down to molecular, regret in every hit within this scene,

The pit filled with rotten distaste and remorseful discard, I'm drowning in others blood frozen in glycerine,

She's always winning which explained all her grinning, the beginning ended with my kenneling, I am just another sardine,

Laboring the harrowing contempt I'm found floating alive,
I'm dreadfully intertwined between deaths fingers inside,
This Arduous life gave me Malaise without a spiritual guide,
Because I believed her lies and was by choice gifted the obscene, to live unclean.

Hidden within these lies beneath her disguise,
An enemy within drenched in sin for my demise,

The harum haunting and surrounding as corrupt spies,
Lingering whispering and swarming deceit covered my sanity hypnotized,

Dropping below the nightly sea unable to breathe I'm oxidized,
Heart full of lead and feeling dead, sinking my spirit with heavy bereaved anvils fossilized,

She gifted me this weight,
She took what I could relate,
Stole my breathe so I wouldn't escape,
Held me down till it was too late,
Smirking at my burnt coffin case,
Spreading my ashes upon the landscape,

This murderess conceived every possible fate,

Her wickedness to deception was immensely great,

As she mortified others to regulate,
Her plan worked, she's after checkmate,

Death by assumption as her thrusts clumping,
Density of her maleficent empty soul around was dumping,
No sound I'm everywhere but nowhere to be found, no blood pumping,

This murderess with clandestine traits concealed my shell within her hell,
Her wickedness laughs about my heart no longer thumping,

No one is confronting her becoming this murderess,
Everyone emitting to her false image, wickedness convinced everyone the story of me jumping.

Confusion with devotion towards a ****** refusal, my endless love brought threat to regret,

The alluding truths subsided by mindful persistence, attempting to fix concentrated Agony proves to this brunette,

That no matter the trial followed by error, experiencing endless terror praying, the pain seared the soul by my most dear, someday hopefully I'd forget.

Locked in a crushing vice with malevolent and scurrying lice, the infantry fighting my mind without sympathy, weighted my bereaved spirit by her disorders within the alphabet.

Crushed by malice but somehow safe from madness, pouring from her chalice to poison my agency with sadness, I'm stronger now because I didn't cave, unengaged and no longer enslaved,
the children are the true asset.

Forgetting the pain will have nothing to gain, being insane has hardened the brain, everything for her is what I gave,
the kids are safe,
I'm not too late,
this all along was my fate,
I no longer have to play russian roulette.

No matter the game for pain to regain from being insane,
I never stopped as I'm chopped,
feeling my weak lungs cough as I dropped from loves loft,
deep within I begin again like a cassette.

I still love her as the knife has burrs, twisted sympathy and white lies inside her mind,
glide through my soul to take control, within a self proclaimed hell hole that takes toll,
the agonizing burn ironically brings a cold sweat.

My epiphany that the love is within me,
something I could never breathe,
too much truth a little to late is infinitely captivating,
inward truths spoil the dream I was always undertaking,
a kiss of death to paint life with a new palette.

I needed the pain to see my truth,
I wanted the love to gain my youths,
I hated my life before the grief turned to proof,
I am proud of my transformation to become emotionally waterproof,
She will naturally change under her own mallet.

Lifers love where brutality resides, opposites attract by civil war attached,
Lessons exhausting to rock bottom,
Time moving and lives challenging autumn,
I'm brave enough to be enticed by love so calloused.

Being Ambivalent with Agony,
I've proven life's hardest lessons is only death second guessing,
Keeping strong will have her confessing,
Staying quiet for the kids gives my blessing,
Success to defeat death who I was french kissing,
Addressing a distressing depression unrelenting,
my perseverance in life is how I casted my ballot.