As the sun briskly rises on a chilly autumn morn,
   my Dormouse pokes her nose through the side of her nest,
her gorgeous loveable eyes are still half closed,
   but she still crawls out of her soft home to start the day.

   She has a long day ahead of her,
scurrying around finding blackberries to nibble,
   on the odd occasion she might stop for a nap,
but she wriggles on to look after her partner,

Me!

Mr. Wormy!

As long as it doesn't hurt,
I want you to imagine watching me being torn apart,
by powerful galloping stallions in a crowd full of naive people.
   As I'm torn,
my deepest darkest secrets that only you know,
come pouring out.
   You have become protective of these secrets because you have helped keep them for so long.
so you can feel my pain as the incidence unfolds before your eyes,
there is nothing you can do but watch and feel.
   This is why I burnout and freakout,
every time I hear the word councillor or support,
it's like someone taking your job and getting respect for not knowing it like you did.

I gave it all up for you,
without realising,
it was so easy,
to throw away a thing or two.

I'd do anything for you,
and that's what I thought it would take,
I just wanted to fill my life with you,
even if you didn't want me to.

I've been ill because I love you,
Medicalising my mind set,
has helped me understand,
why I've been fatigued too.

I'm actually even more protective of you,
even if they say the weight's off my shoulders,
I'm going to start fresh and get better,
but your coming with me where I'm going to!

I didn't love you enough,

   you didn't want enough,

      your mother didn't do enough,

   your father didn't see enough,

your brother didn't care enough,

   and our friends and family didn't know enough,

      we all blame our selves,

   but how ever hard it is for me to understand,

nobody is to blame.

Ok?
Is that how much I'm worth?
Did you doubt me?
Did I not love you enough?
Were the days with me before that bad?
Am I to terrible to live with?
Am I the person to blame?

Here's the deal,
I said I'd die for you,
I'm going to do even better than that now,
I'm going to live for you,
Because I love you and I believe you're worth living for,
I just wish you accepted how gorgeous you are,
And I was worth living for to.

I find it amazing,
how the worst day,
and the best day,
of your life,
can be so close together.

how dusk turns to dawn,
and the sun starts to rise,
to a fresh day,
how you can get clear skies,
after the stormiest of weather.

So if the worst day has already dawned,
it's going to get better from here,
we'll build our selves up,
and our love,
will let us achieve our greatest endeavours.

Well we've known each other for a long time now,
believe it or not,
so I though it was about time I told you why and how.

It's not easy being the second son,
I was considered worthless,
as you know I couldn't read or add up sums.

I didn't have a dolphins brain,
I had a lions heart,
they use to think it was such a shame.

But here I am stronger and better paid.
Mental issues not physical.
look at the monster I've made!