It hurts you again and again
making you wonder where it began.
At times its loud,
at times its proud,
at times its broken
but those times are unspoken.
Its innocent,
but not for long.
It grows up
and learns the wrong.
In the end,
there is no friend…
just the pain
that drives you insane.

Her time was stolen
Her heart was broken
around and around
she always fell to the ground
Then one night
she saw her light
she rose from the ground
she didn’t make a sound
In the light of day
You’ll never see her play
In the dead of night

You were toxic
and I lost it.
I wanted to scream
I didn’t want to be on your team.
But I always came back.
I would always act,
as if there was no pain
that you caused in your “game”.
But I wasn’t going to play anymore,
I didn’t want to be tore.
I knew you would hurt me just like before.
Now your gone,
and it’s been so long,
and honestly
I’ve moved on
from the time you did me wrong.

I’m sorry I’m not perfect

I’m sorry I’m not worth it
I'm sorry i cant speak of every little thing
That takes my breath away and drains my light of day
And feels my life with pain
Mama there is really nothing to say
except that I’m in pain
And one day when you read this
Everything Will Change
You'll realize why I struggled every night
Why you got into So many fights
Needless to say
I love you the same
If not more than yesterday