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BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
Why do people feel the need to bully?
No one ever understands you fully
They just judge a book by its cover
What's on the inside they will never discover?

You should know that your words truly hurt
When you decide to treat us like dirt
You take someone's feelings and tear them apart
All they are left with is a broken heart

The words you say leave scars that don't fade
But know this we're stronger than the games you've played
We may be vulnerable but we won't give in
Because we will never let you win

Remember you're beautiful no matter what they say
Not a person in the world can ever take that away
I know sometimes you think you don't belong
But know deep down that somehow you're wrong

Everyone is the way they are meant to be
So shine bright beautiful people be wild and free
Think of all the wonderful things
You are a butterfly that earned its wings


If you're a bully listen up! ! !
It does not make you look cool being mean and hurting someone.
Think of it this way:
How would you feel if you were in their shoes?
BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
Do you think it is possible for your heart to cry
Do you think you could just turn the truth into a lie

Do you believe you can leave the past behind
Do you believe you can see but still be blind

Can your heart scream before your lungs
Can you sing without your words being sung

Can you laugh but feel no joy
Can you feel great but still destroy

Do you know how to put on a mask
Do you believe in a simple task

Can you think and still not know
Can you say yes but still say no

Can you speak but not say
Can you be honest and still betray

Can you touch but not feel
Can you see even when it's not real

Can you be happy but still be sad
Can you forgive and still be mad

Most of all
Can you be loved without loving yourself
BlueStarXJade Sep 2018
I'll fight the darkness and bring back the light
I will try so hard, with all my might
Cancer is a disease and it's eating away
It's making me weaker everyday

I'm so very sorry, there's no fight left in me
Remember me darling, the way i used to be
We had so many wonderful times together
The memories we share, will be yours forever

I never thought I'd end up here
I'm slipping away but I won't disappear
For living isn't about life or death
Living is being loved, even after my last breath
This poem is dedicated to my grandad who died of cancer 2 years ago **
I miss him so much x love you Grandad **
BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
Why did you always pick on me?
A target to you i will always be
Words do hurt, do you even care
I’ve done nothing to you, so how is it fair

Kick me, punch me and shove me to the floor
You shout at me and call me a stupid *****
When I’m at home in my room, I cry
I think to myself, I want to die

Because you bully me everyday
I start to think, there’s no other way
You made me lose all of my hope
I cut myself as a way to cope

Cope with all the hurt and pain
Why do you bully me, what do you gain
You may think bullying is just some fun
Bull can’t you see all the damage you’ve done

The more you hurt me, the more I crack
These things you do, you can’t ever take back
For years you bullied me and it was hell
My Self worth was fading, like I was under a spell

It’s my last day of school, you can’t hurt me anymore
I can finally be free of you and close that door
I’m glad it’s over, I can start to heal
I will find the light, now that’s a deal

I will find the light and it will shine so bright
Finally these bullies will be out of sight
I will build my walls without a door
So no-one can hurt me anymore

I’m stronger now, don’t you see
I finally get to be the real me
BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
Of course im fine why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask

It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask to escape the knife
Don't ever forget my pain is real,
Im not lying it's how i feel

You sit there saying it can't be true
Well it is for me just not for you

You say my heart must be a sight,
Cold as ice and black as night
It's not my heart, only my soul,
I guess killing me must be your goal

Your getting close i hope you know,
You really don't have far to go
Soon enough I'll reach my end,
You'll have my soul to tear and rend

You don't know you never ask,
You never look beyond the mask
The look on my face is giving me away,
I wonder now what will you say

You've asked me here you'll know now,
I'll take it off, I'll take a bow
I can't do it, can't tell you the truth,
I must keep up my pretense of youth

Of course im fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask
BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
Emotions locked away behind a wall,
you made me feel so very small
You were my friends dad, i trusted you,
you did things to me I thought you'd never do

I wish the tears would run down my face,
I hang my head low, thinking what a disgrace
The tears inside are from the damage you caused,
What do you want now, a round of applause

I watched you do these things to me right before my very eyes,
You carried on hurting me and ignored my cries
You touched me in the wrong places without my consent,
Please tell me, why is this the way it went

All i wanted was for you to get off me,
But getting you off me wasn't that easy
You hit me in my face and it really hurt,
You made me feel like a piece of dirt

I remember it like it was yesterday,
Will i ever forget it all and be ok
The thoughts are awful, inside i cry,
Sometimes I just think, why didn't I die

I feel *****, horrible, used and ashamed to know that i am a victim of ****** assault.

I may be a victim but I'm definitely a Survivor!!
BlueStarXJade Sep 2018
A Poet In Pink, you're my twin
We stick together through thick and thin
No matter what I do
I'm always stuck with you

Wherever you may be
You're always stuck with me
When I'm feeling sad and blue
You're here for me, you help me through

If trouble ever comes my way
I know my twin will save the day
We have a bond that's tried and true
You and me, me and you

We never have to fear of being alone
Because I'm your twin, a perfect clone
You see me at my worst and at my best
You never judge me, for that I'm truly blessed

Without you, I wouldn't be me
Like having the sand without any sea
I will protect you, you'll never be lost
We'll be together forever, no matter the cost
I wrote this poem for my sister because she is always here for me ** My sister, my twin and my built-in best friend **
BlueStarXJade Aug 2018
What is wrong with me how can this be?
When will I finally get to be me?
I sit and wonder why I'm even here
Because somehow all I do is fear

Fear of the voice in my head
Screaming at me you'd be better off dead
I get angry at people but I don't know why
I tell them I'm fine when it's really a lie

Why can't I show people how I really feel?
I think to myself am I even real?
I'm stuck in this deep, dark, awful place
Will this stupid mask ever fall off my face?

I wish I could go back to the time I could clearly see
I would tell myself don't grow, you don't wanna be me
If I knew this is how I would turn out
Ii would have jumped off that bridge without a doubt

I really don't wanna feel this way
Having the voice with me everyday
Just leave me alone and let me be free
Please someone help me find the key

The key to finding my heart and soul
Then maybe I could somehow finally be whole
I want to be free from all this pain
Coz happiness is something I want to gain

So please go away and leave me alone
Instead of making my heart feel like stone
I will try and fight it the best I can
To finally beat it now that's a plan

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