BlueRosePoet

BlueRosePoet Mar 2019

I’m mad
And I don’t know why
I’m confused
And I don’t know why
I want to **** someone

And I don’t
Know
Why

I SHOUT FOR NO REASON
And I don’t know why
I BLAME YOU FOR NO REASON
And I don’t know why
I POINT OUT YOUR BAD HABITS

And I don’t
Know
Why

I ignore your texts
And I don’t know why
I make you feel like ****
And I don’t know why
I punish myself

...

And I do know why.

...

I punish myself
Because
I
Deserve
It

And I
Know
Why

Got into a fight why my bff. All my fault. I don’t know what to do I’m starting the fights I’m making her feel like **** and

HELP ME

Mar 2019

Lye

An Average Conversation

On the outside:
Hi!
-Hey.
How are you?
-I’m good, what about you?
I’m good, thanks.

In my head:
Oh, if only they knew
That I am the complete opposite of “good”
But I have to say that I am
Because society hates
When we wear our hearts on our sleeves

In their head:
Yeah, sure
I’m totally “good”
Well
I guess she isn’t either
But that’s just how it goes

Back outside:
Well, I’ll see you later!
-Yeah, see you later!
(They both walk away)

Inside our heads:
I hope I don’t see them later.

Most of the time, people don’t say what the really feel.

Mar 2019

Lye

A Dream

I had a dream last night
I was with a girl
I REALLY liked her
We were kissing in a Marshall’s store (random, ik)
Then,
Her mom came by and told us to stop
I guess she didn’t appreciate
All the PDA
But
The reason I’m writing this
Is that it made me realize something
I have been thinking
That maybe I’m straight
But
After that dream
I realized.....

That I really ******* like girls

A bit silly but I felt like I had to write a poem about this because it really stuck with me. Hope you like!

Mar 2019

Lye

Unsteady

Hold, hold on
Hold on to me
Because I'm a little unsteady
A little
Unsteady
Mama
Come here
Approach
Appear
Daddy
I'm alone
Because
This house
Don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me
don't
let
go

Lyrics to “Unsteady” by X Ambassadors. This song really hits close to home, it really describes some things that I am feeling in almost exact detail. Not my work! (Just trying to avoid copyright lol)

Mar 2019

Lye

Nerd Love

If I
Look upwards
From my book
To look at you....

You better watch out....

Because....

I must really ******* love you.

And when I love, I love fierce.

Mar 2019

Lye

Dear Hurting Girl (#1)

Dear hurting girl,

Know that you and those tears you cry will soon evaporate, and leave all the saltiness behind. The pureness of your soul will be free amongst the air of which those you love breathe.