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Jul 2019 · 576
Unawared
Bianca Johnson Jul 2019
You know that feeling you get inside your stomach, when you see your crush?
Those are called butterflies...
That's what he gave her...
But deep down inside, he didn't like her...
Walking around with her head held high...
Everytime she sees him.. she turns to the side...
Wanting to say hi, but way to shy...
Not knowing that he's just a typical guy...
He walks up to her and ask her on a date..
Nervous and scared she began to shake...
Those butterflies inside, couldn't just wait...
Dancing in the mirror feeling all jolly...
Could he be the one?? I don't know... Probably.
After the date, they go to his place...
Drinking more wine, and watching Netflix...
Laid in the bedroom, she knew that was next...
Woke up the next morning, with a smile on her face...
Not even knowing where his status took place...
Six weeks later, she's throwing up everywhere...
Lost and confused, she didn't know what to do...
Goes to doctor to find out what was going on...
Come to find out, she was pregnant all along...
Calling and texting, she even went by..
Sad thing about it, she barely knew the guy...
Three weeks go by, and still no sign...
Doctor calls her, and give her the news...
She caught *** from sleeping with dude...
Betrayed, and hurt is how she felt...

When REALITY hit she couldn't do nothing but blame HERSELF
Jul 2019 · 181
It's no good feeling
Bianca Johnson Jul 2019
It's no good feeling, when you're down and depressed..
Let alone you're already stressed..
It's no good feeling, getting named called..
It's no good feeling, getting hit on...
You wanna walk away.. but you're too afraid...
If you don't get away... You're gonna end up in the grave...
Living that domestic life... Isn't the right way...
It's no good feeling... Getting your heart broke...
Crying all night... And your pillow all soaked..
Now you're in the hospital, cause you kept taking it as a joke...
You wanna be alive??...
Well baby girl stay woke.
Jul 2019 · 79
I'VE CRIED
Bianca Johnson Jul 2019
I'VE CRIED FOR MANY DAYS AND NIGHTS.
SAYING TO MYSELF, THAT WASN'T JUST RIGHT.
I'VE CRIED FOR MANY,MANY MONTHS.
CAUSE WHEN I GOT THAT PHONE CALL, MY HEART JUST SUNK.
I WANTED TO KNOW WHY SHE LEFT SO SOON..
ON MARCH 26, I JUST LOOKED UP AT THE MOON.
PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK WHY I LOOK SO SAD..
WELL JUST TO LET YALL KNOW,
MY MAMA HAS PASSED.

BY: BIANCA L. JOHNSON

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