She lives in a world where people work. They do what the're meant to do and that place is a world away from where I am. She, she represents every secret that world holds. Right now I only know two things, one she looks at me like I'm just another 15 year old kid and two this is what I meant to do the only thing that's gonna get me out  of this place and into that world... secrets.

Hi there.
It's been what?
just a day but it feels like a long time
Long time of not talking to you
A long time of not knowing how are you or if you're okay--- though I know you are

I miss you--- I miss us
I miss our late night conversations, our out-of-this-world topics
I miss the way you comfort me for those times I felt so stressed about my own self
I miss you--- and everything that is about you

Maybe it's time for the both of us to FOCUS on our own things
Maybe it's time for you to put an eye on your priorities
Maybe it's time for me to rest and let God fix me
Maybe it's time for the both of us to stop and build up our guards again

Maybe you chose to hide on your own cave and never put a hole outside of it so I can't enter
Maybe I chose to walk away and leave you behind so you can't chase me
Or maybe we both chose to part ways though it hurts and we're both shattering
Maybe it's time for the both of us to pause for a while and build up the wall around our hearts again

And if that time comes that it's still you, it's still me and it's still us,
I'm willing to put down my guards again and let you enter
Though I know that it will hurt again, I'm willing to sacrifice as much as I'm willing to wait till you come back.

"I do believe
the Lord above
created you for me to love
He picked you up among the rest
'cause He knows I love you best
and if I die and you're still there
I'll wait you up in the golden gate
and if you're not here on the judgement day
I know you went the other way
so I'll cut my angel wings, my golden hair and everything
to prove to you my love is true
I'll go to hell just to
be with you."