I'm shivering at the thought of going back to the darker days
Whenever returning to those memories, all my flags are raised
Growing ever more paranoid, what truly shakes me to my core
Is the fact that I may choose to go back to the lines I've crossed before
A failed miserable runt I was, never cared about myself
But I took a daring step and I dared to repel
Any negative energy that lived inside of me
Making my life better by any insighful means
I succeeded in turning the page, yet fear still lingers
That I may fall in the void again, where my sanity might wither away
And my consciousness be led astray
But it won't eternally remain
Trapped inside my mind, but I'm not blind
I'll never give in to pressure, I'll leave it all behind
Been hanging onto my past too long, it's the future I must find
Bad thoughts may go somewhere else, they will not disturb my life

Is it even a question?
I love you, there is no exception
But I'm having a recollection
Of memories I've been blessed with

But none of them have you

And it makes me hurt my heart
You know my hatred's gone
Yet you're still not back from dawn
I fear that the worst will come

Don't tell me you'll run away too

Listen, I'll give anything
Just listen to the words I speak
I need you more than ever
You running away'll make me bleed

My nightmares are coming true

I've never had somebody
Who could've ever taken your place
I was certain you were the one
I was certain our bond was fate

My hopes and dreams are now through

I thought we shared a care
That would never need a bandage
Yet I can see I was deceived
Our love we shared was savaged
And ravaged, I'm mad that it
Was all thrown away and abandoned
And all forgotten about
I'd love to lie to you but I've had it

Wretched hate leads any person to darkness
Only the courageous can overcome any demons they've harnessed
Push them back, redraw your strength and do not let it fall
Whatever the odds may be, no matter if big or small
When the time comes, release all of your frustrations
So you may finally find peace and make a declaration
Stating you're strong enough to break the bond of negative emotion
And are completely able to put your life back into motion